kik • vhope [discontinued]

im so so sorry

i apologize for not updating for so god damn long. i just don't feel like myself anymore. like im good for nothing. i hate myself tbh. i wanted to tell someone about these things but i have no one so you guys are my only option. my mom have been abusing me physically and mentally ever since i was young till now. my sister have called me names and treated me like a maid. my father is always away due to his work so he barely know anything. i cry to sleep, break down in the middle of the day or when i read fanfics that involves family because i know that won't be me. i barely have any friends. they left me and stuff. just a few days ago, my mom told me to kill myself. my dad have asked her to stop that but she never did. i just want my mom to stop abusing me and at least care about my feelings. i've thought about suicide but never had the chance to do it and i hope i don't.

thank you for taking your time to read this. im sorry you have to read about my boring depress life. i just need to let things out. im sorry but i dont think im continuing this story anymore :(. im truly sorry to disappoint you guys. thank you guys, for everything really!

here's bangtan dorks to lighten up the mood :)