My True Savior (Harry Styels Fanfiction)

Chapter Fourteen: Why Do You Do This? *In the Process*

BELLA'S POV-

After I ran upstairs I felt tears on my cheeks. I went to my dresser and rummaged through it until I found my blade. I slid it across my wrist twice.

One because your ugly and fat

Two for being worthless and unwanted.

I sat there for a minute until I put the blade on top of the dresser. I walked into the bathroom to clean up my cuts. After the bandages were on I grabbed a jumper off the bathroom door so no one would see the cuts. When I walked out I saw Harry  in the doorway looking shocked. I followed his gaze to the blade. I can’t believe I didn’t put that away.

 "Why" He suddenly asked.

"Why what?" I said trying to avoid the question.

"Why do you do this to yourself?" he asked sadness clearly in his tone.

I looked down at the ground and said "I'm ugly and worthless and Danny threatened me" I muttered the last part so he couldn’t hear.

Suddenly I felt two strong arms wrap around me hugging me.

"Bella if you were worthless, would you be here? No. You wouldn’t. We all love you to death. We care too much to let you go. We want you with us; we need you here, especially me. I love you." He finished looking at me. He had tears in his eyes.

I stood there shocked.

He just said he loved me! He can’t love me! I'm stupid, ugly, unwanted and plenty of other things.

I walked over to the bed were Harry sat down with his head in his hands. I awkwardly fiddled with my fingers until he spoke.

"Please stop doing this. Please" he asked looking at me with pleading eyes.

"I can't promise but I'll try" I replied looking at him. Suddenly he pulled me into a hug and whispered in my ear "I love you Bella."

I pulled back and a look of hurt and confusion was his face.

"You can’t love me! You’re not allowed!  I'm worthless, and unwanted. You can't love someone li-" I got cut off by a pair of warm lips touching mine.

I sat there shocked until I started slowly kissing back. Our lips were moving in sync. It felt like they were meant for each other. We pulled apart my lips tingling without his and Harry said "If I'm not allowed to love you than that’s a rule that has to be broken"

I blushed and we both started leaning in until someone cleared there throat. We both jumped apart but being the clumsy person I am I fell off the bed and slammed against my dresser. I felt cold metal hit my arm. I looked down and saw that it was the blade.

"Ah, fuck me" I muttered under my breath.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?" Louis screamed referring to the blade.

I heard footsteps running up the stairs and in 2 seconds everyone was in my doorway. They all gasped when they saw the blade.

Oh well time to tell them.... FML