Have you ever felt as if the whole world seem to not understand you and just simply judge every action you make without letting you explain your side?
Well simply maybe you don't have the voice to do so.
Or you may have the voice but you just choose not to speak yourself out, maybe because:
1. You don't know what to say.
2. You do have an idea what to say but you're afraid you might not put the right words together.
3. You do know what to say, but decide not to speak up because you know there's no point explaining at all for they will still judge you and say things to you because the other party doesn't want to lose the argument.
4. You do know what to say, but you always end up crying in the end, making you look like the sore loser even if you didn't do anything wrong.
So what do you do with your voice then?
Me. I stay silent. I become a sponge most of the time. I just absorb all the words thrown at me. I always have the want to retort back but the need to just stay mum over-rules the want.
Sometimes, it is better to not say things back.
To not answer.
To just stay still.
To let all the pain be felt by your system.
Than to make an action which you are pretty darn sure will just aggravate them more.
You don't want that.
I don't want that.
So even if you didn't do anything wrong, just simply try and make friends with silence once in a while. Just like what they say, less talk, less mistake.
Yes, you looked like you didn't defend yourself at all by doing that, but what you did might have saved you from a whole lot bigger chaos I'm pretty sure you don't want to witness.
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