Gemalee's Diary

~One~

*Gemalee's diary*
I was always supposed to love him. I was made to love him. I was born to love him but I don't love him. Being raised to know everything about a person before you even meet them is wrong on so many levels. My mother always says "love is love even if it's forced." I hated it every time she said it and it is a daily thing. I am suppose to marry a prince named Victor. I know everything about the man from his favorite color to how he likes his food at a room temperature before he eats. I was born to marry him and be his queen when his became king. My father is a lord and my mother is a lady. So naturally the king tells them to have a child and raise her to be the perfect queen and perfect wife. It's the 21st century like come on this shit doesn't happen anymore right? Wrong. I live on a very small island called dananova. Where kings and queens still rule everything. Im glad I'm not like these small minded people that walk down the street and thinks the world is perfect and our country is the garden of Eden but it's not and I'm going to prove that.
*Diary entry over*

"are you awake?" My mother says as she carries a tray of food into my room. "Yes mother I am." I yawn rolling my eyes. My mother walk around the room picking things up and putting them in new places, something she knows I hate but still does it. She walks over to me flipping her perfect brown curls behind her shoulders. Her blue eyes stared into my green ones. She motions for me to face the mirror, so I did. She began to fix my black hair into a bun as perfect as she is. She had the looks that women everywhere beg to have. From the right amount of curves to the most beautiful face. Her lips were full with high cheek bones and amazing skin. Her hair was to kill for and her eyes are the most shocking color of blue. She seems perfect from the outside but on the inside she is the most shellfish snake to ever walk this earth. She puts on a kind act but if you know her you will see what she really is.

As she finished my hair she pulled my necklace chain to where it would choke me. She bent down to my ear and wispered "if you weren't going to Marry the future king I would of killed you by now. I never wanted you. You are ugly and the prince will surely kill you but that's after you leave my care so I could care less. So you listen up and listen good you better win the king and the prince over or I'll sale you to the black market to become someone's sex slave. Do you understand?" I could barely breathe let alone talk so I just nodded my head and she let go and walks out telling me to pick out a dress and get ready or I would regret it this time.

Every time she'd hurt me she made it to where no one would see the bruises or cuts. I hated her and wish I could kill her but I would lose my father and my life. My father is different he loves and treats me like a father should. My father is a short,fat, ugly man. He is hairy all over and as big as a hippo. The only reason he got my mother was because he has money and is a lord. He is a caring and soft man. I just wish he knew what his wife does to me. I began to put on this rose gold dress but I remembered mother hates this one so I put on my lime green one she "liked". All she said was she didn't hate it.

When I finish getting dressed I slipped white pumps on my feet and walked out of my room ready for whatever's was to come from this day.