All I Knew (A Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Part One

**Teagan's POV**

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! My alarm blared in my face until I woke up. Ugh I remembered I had a doctors appointment today. I felt horrible. It was the cancer. I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma, a rare cancer of the plasma cells, and the doctors say its "incurable". It all happened when I was just six months old. I know you probably feel like sending me sympathy cards or a stuffed animal, but I hate sympathy. It just makes me feel different. Even though my multiple myeloma is incurable, the doctors still decided to go through chemo. Which I don't really care about anyway. The worst part about my cancer is the burden it puts on my mum.

Ever since I was born, my mums life hasn't been the best. When I was just one month old my dad died from a drunk driver. He wasn't even hit straight on. The car infront of him was. It slammed back and smashed his car, killing him on impact. I don't remember any of this, I am just shocked my mom could still take care of me, espescially since I look just like my dad. I have his straight brown hair, well had, his bright green eyes, and small round nose. The only thing I have from my mum is my ears. They are small and stick back towards my head.

While I was thinking about my dad I had taken a shower and gotten dressed in my Hollister sweatpants and a white tee shirt, nothing fancy since I was just going to the doctor. More chemo for me yay! *note my sarcasm* But chemo really isn't all that bad, except for the fact that I lost my hair, which I loved! Just this year we started having treatment more often, so now it never grows back.

4 hours later...

I walked out of the hospital doors and went to my mums car, even though I'm seventeen they thought it would be a bad idea for me to drive. Then I saw my mum walk out with the doctor, I rolled own my window so I could hear them.

"I don't know if the chemo is going to help anymore Mrs. Monaghan."

"What are you saying, Doctor Williams?"

"She can't live much longer Liz. Unless she tries a new life risking medcine."

And that's when my tears started to fall.

**Niall's POV**

"I'm sorry Niall. I just don't think us is working. I don't think it ever did.''

"Then why did you say yes in the first place?!" I yelled at my now ex girlfriend Rachel.

''I'm sorry.'' The line went dead.

Why doesn't any relationship ever work out for me? I wish I could just find the one, my princess.