Don't

Don't let him change who you are, don't let him tear down that wall you built, that line you said you would never cross, because if you let him pull you through that wall or over that line it's so fuckn hard to take that step backwards, to where you were before him, to who you were before him, trust me, I would know, I got so lost in him, his eyes, his smile, his hair, so lost I let him pull me over that line willingly, so lost that I didn't listen to my friends when they told me he was no good, so lost I didn't listen to my brother who told me time and time again he was using me, I was stupid, desperate, childish, to think he actually loved me, to believe him even when I knew he was lying, to let him use me and when I finally opened my eyes, lifted my head and saw through the fog, saw what he was doing it was too late, I was under his spell and didn't know how to escape, didn't know how to call for help or take all the hands that were reached out for me, to pull me back across that line, and slowly one by one they fell, my only way to make it back over that line, but there was no way I could go back as long as I had forgotten who I was and that's where I was saved, saved by those four hands that didn't see each other but saw me, that pulled me back over that line and helped rebuild that wall that I let him tear down, who helped me find who I was again, who held my hand and told me the truth, not the lie I was living in and it was those four people, my brother and sisters that saved me, so don't you dare let him pull you across that line, don't let yourself believe his lies and his I love yous because once your gone there's no going back