Ashton Irwin Imagine : Always Here

" I miss you " Ashton was telling you now , over the phone .

" you left an hour ago ash ! " you say giggling . But deep down you were pained too .

Ashton Irwin had been your boyfriend for a year now . You two were inseparable . But unfortunately his band 5SOS was once again heading off to tour with one direction .

You were happy for his building career but secretly you were sad that he was always busy .. depressed sometimes .. but you managed . You loved him ofcourse .

After all , if it wasnt for one direction , you two would have never met .

" I love you " ash said suddenly pulling you back into reality .

" and I love you my Ashton irwin " you say sighing knowing that your deep conversation was coming to an end .

" I promise to send you lots of pictures and call yoi all the time " ash said sadly .

" I'll be right here waiting for you babe " you say dreamlike .

You say your goodbyes and hang up . .

This is it .. the start of the long days ahead without your babe . . Your world .

The concert hadn't been a suprise . Your friend Jessica had dragged you there for her 15th birthday . Before the actual concert you were granted with v.I.p passes in which you were to meet 5SOS And one direction .

You blush remembering

Ashton had been so nice , he had flirted even . You two chatted up quite a bit while Jessica and luke sneaked off backstage together .

Thats when you realize that Ashton wasn't what you thought he'd be like .

He was dorkier and playful than you had expected

And way cuter in person

He eventually went off back on tour two days later .

But you two stayed very close talking deeply on the phone for hours on end . And whenever he could he flew all the way to your city just to be with you

You two eventually started dating .

You smile , sipping your Yorkshire tea , and take out a brown musky wood box that Ashtons mother had made you . Inside were little hand made notes Ashton had hidden in your room , you kept every single one .

It was a healthy reminder that he loved you with every sole of his being

You trace your hands over his scribbly writing .

He realy did love you.

You remember your trip to Australia to meet his parents .

" I want you to see where I grew up , to meet my whole family " he had said stroking your hair .

It wasnt easy convincing your parents to let you go on tour with him in Australia but eventually with good behavior and some hard earned begging , they gave in.

You had honestly thought touring with one direction was all fun and Games but it merely wasnt . Ashton ran himself racket for his music , it was his passion and he wasnt going to let anything or anyone back him off on that .

And suddenly you fell in love with him all over again .

You tear up ... you miss his voice already ..

" I CANT TAKE THIS " Jessica saya storming into your room causing you to jump .

She had mascara streaks down her face and you realize that you do too .

" did luke call you to say goodbye " you say attempting to rub off your stubborn makeup .

" yea " she said flopping on the bed beside you . "and by the looks of it so did Ashton"

" yea " you say your voice tiny .

" we'll manage .. somehow . " jess says .

" HEART BREAK GIRLLLL " your phone blasts and you instantly grab it since its Ashtons ringtone.

" in Vancouver ! Missing you deeply , I'll call you at 10 . I love you xx. . Ash" the caption reads

Jessica looks over your shoulder and sighs . " im going to miss luke . Im going to tear up whenever he sends me a pic " she says frantically

Suddenly Jessica's phone starts blastin ' I miss you ' performed by luke and she answers it .

She starts crying at lukes voice . Were a mess you think laughing and Jessica gives you the look . you stick out your tounge and lightens up ..

this is going to be a long 5 months .

During the next few weeks Ashton keeps his promise and calls you constantly and sends you multiple pictures .

Plus you two skyped whenever you could .

Then one night Jessica stayed at your place studying for an exam .

" this is so bust can we just take a break .. lets watch mean girls !! " she said exasperated .

" Shutup we need to study no breaks ! " suddenly your phone vibrated . You picked it up.

" hello ,? "

" WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO NO BREAKS YOU LIL SHIT " your bestfriend says playfully.

" ITS LUKE AND ASHTON " You yell whisper at her.

" UGHH SPEAKERRRRRRR " she says excitedly .

You put on speaker and suddenly Ashtons angelic voice fills the room .

" hi love ! " Ashton says to you .

" hi babe" you say .

" HI BABY I LOVE YOU . " Luke says or screams to Jessica .

" hi babe I love you too " she said calmly but she was blushing .

"What are your girls doing ? " Ashton says

" well we were studying .. " jess says still blushing

" no you weren't babe you were about to watch Mean girls . " luke says chuckling

" that is until my princess said no " Ashton said

" what are you talking about , how did you know ? " you say taken a back.

" look out your window !" they said in usion .

You and Jessica rush to your shut window and factually open it .

There standing below is the boy who changed your life . Your one true love .

You rush downstairs with Jessica by your side and open the backyard door and rush into Ashton's arms .

" I missed you so much " you say tearing up. You embrace him . His scent , his being. You never want to leave his arms .

" I missed you too babe ... I love you . " he leaned it and felt his lips crash into yours . He tasted sweet , you longed for his company.

You pulled away and looked deep into his eyes .

He was worth the wait .