The story of me and my girlfriend

Before her..

Before I met alex my life was different... I moved alot when I was a kid back forth from Pasco county to Hillsborough county... Then finally I stayed in Hillsborough county, Liberty Middle school.. In 6th grade I wasn't really talkative I didn't have alot of friends... But the friends I did have we stayed friends till I moved here to wiregrass ranch high school. In 7th grade I had more friends I talked but only to them or when a teacher called on me. Until something bad happened.. I was sexually abused.. I stopped talking.. I told some of my friends an out of no where the whole school knew.. They bullied me called me names when were in the hall way.. I was called a liar and was told I wanted to do it... My parents didnt know I kept my mouth shut for two weeks... I thought about killing myself I tried to cut myself didnt work so I took a hair clip an a lighter an would burn my skin... I didn't do it much cause of course it hurt.. I have scars but not from burning myself... I went to concealing but only went twice.. I stopped going because cheerleading started and practices were Monday Tuesday and Thursday.. I eventually got through it... 8th grade was better no one talked about me, to me its like they forgot... I was happy because I finally got to stay at a school till the last grade and you move on... I should have known that I wasn't going to stay long... Something happened between my mom and her now ex boyfriend dont really want to talk about it but because of that happening and my brother telling the councilor I ended up moving and living with my dad... I never wanted to leave.. My friends memories gone...