Closer To You(Jc caylen💙)

Chapter 10

Songs of the chapter: Perfect- One Direction.
Thinking Out Loud- Ed Sheeran

Lilly's POV

"Are you almost done?" i asked Emily. I am a little impatient because I only have ten more minutes until Jc gets here. I just had to text him my address. I'm so freaking exited! And very nervous... but mainly exited! School was boring as always. Work, work, locker, work, lunch and then the rest was work. Boring! Though I did pass Jc in the hallway. We only had 2 minutes to get to class, so we said hi, bye, and then we held hands for a split second, then off to class.

"Yeah.... Just one more thing." she says and then puts on my lipstick.

"Ok. Now i just have to put on my shoes." i tell them. They are all just sitting there smiling at me awkwardly. All except Emily. I'm sure she is still upset with Kian over the whole thing last night. He seemed so nice last night at the party and then he cheated on her. Such an ass! Well that's what she told us anyway. I believe her though. After all she is one of my best friends.

I quickly put on my shoes and jumped down stairs to look in the mirror. Ty said that it needed to be a surprise; Emily and Johnna both agreed to that, of course.

As soon as i seen myself the first word that came to mind was, "Wow...." yeah that seemed to express how I felt good enough.

Then before i could even yell their names, they were all down stairs in a split second. I cant even recognize myself. I had on mascara, eyeliner, lipstick, and a perfect shade of pink blush. My hair was curled in tight and loose curls everywhere! I actually looked really good. I was wearing a dark blue colored dress that stopped an inch above my knee and had long lace sleeves. My shoes were the same color of my dress and had a tiny bit of lace mixed with the fabric.

"Well?" Johnna asked me with a smile across her face. She seemed so eager for me to like it. I loved everything. But i have a plan. Hahaha!

"Sorry. I don't like it." i said and watched as all of their faces fell. This should be funny.

"What!?" they all screamed in unison. This is going to be funny! I couldn't help but laugh at their reactions! It was just hilarious that they would believe that.

"What the hell is funny? We spent forever getting all off of this for you!" Emily yelled at me. I only laughed harder.

"You know what, Lilly?" Emily asked in a hateful tone. She is sort of being a bitch because of Kian. Then she added, "You are so ungrateful. If you don't like it, then go take your ass upstairs and-"

"You didnt let me finish! I don't like it because i love it!" i screamed. She is definitely being a bitch. She assumes way to much!

"Well that makes more sense!" she screamed then started to smile. Wow.... Sometimes i swear she's bipolar. Her mood can change so quickly over nothing.

"I'm glad you love it. It looks beautiful on you!" Johnna says in a very cheerful voice.

"Yeah. I mean i think that you look so good that i might be turning straight. And that's like impossible!" Ty praises. Everybody immediately started bursting out in laughter. Once again all except Emily! Rude. Asshole.

"Thanks guys. I really love it. And how long do i have until he gets here?" i asked. My nerves are starting to get the best of me. Yep... Now I'm super nervous.

"Oh my god! You only have three more minutes!" Johnna yelled excitedly. What the actual fuck? Time went by so fast! Ok..... What do i say to start a conversation? What if he starts the conversation? Don't worry! You'll be fine!

"OK. So first, rules. Don't make the first move." Johnna instructs. Rules? I do not need rules! I'm seventeen years old! Though i do cuss a lot. Oh well. My parents are gone for the weekend to a wedding so the house is all mine.

"I don't need rules." i stated calmly.

"Yeah, so number two, don't chew with your mouth open. Also, number three, don't use the bathroom." Ty ignored my statement. Why the hell can't i use the damn bathroom!? That's so unreasonable! Unless he thinks that i want to get away from him.... Nah. It's still weird.

"Why can't I use the bathroom?" i asked awaiting his weird response. There is no answer that will make sense.

"Because! Girl i thought you don't need rules!" he says in a mocking tone.

"I don't. I just don't understand why i can't use the bathroom! It makes no sense." i say. It was on my mind and-

"Just don't!" they all screamed at me in unison.

"Ok. I won't. Any more rules?" i ask. To be honest i don't care. But whatever.

"Yes one more. Have fun!" they all screamed at me at once. And Emily actually said something that time!

Then Emily smiled as well as the rest of my wonderful friends. They looked like psychopaths! Fucking CREEPY! It's starting to make me even more nervous. Ugh..... They get on my nerves!

"What? I asked a question and then you act all weird and creepy! All of you look like stalkers." i say. Well at least I'm not lying. Seriously it's creepy and when i look at Emily she is making a face that haunts my dreams. The face that someone made before they forced me to do something i never wanted to do. Harrison.

I instantly looked down. Pain flashing through my body. I can't stand him. He hurt me so much. In a variety of ways. I don't want to even think about what he did the last time. It's almost exactly like my dream, only a few things different. He took what wasn't his. It belonged to someone who i wanted to take it. I don't want to think about it, but wouldn't it be hard not to think of something when every time you closed your eyes, that's what you saw?

I cant even wear a certain dress because it hurts to much to even look at it. I hate him and every time i think about him, my anger grows. It grows towards the person who ruined my life. I will never be able to forget what he did. Though i had to keep going with my life and try to forget what happened. I still haven't forgot about it. But, i never told anyone besides my best friends. I couldn't bring myself to tell because i didn't want to face all the questions and all of the pity. People would only make it worse than it already is or was.

Images, things he said, things he did, every night, it all replays through my head. He said that he enjoyed watching me. The way that he said i looked like a baby animal and him a powerful lion, made me so weak, and only because he was right! He said that i was trapped and scared. Damn right i was scared! Then he said that i was his prey and that he was fixing to sink his teeth in. Then he did what he said he would. Sunk his teeth into my fragile, weak, and even trapped body.

Finally i looked up and into Emily's eyes. She fell silent and still under my icy stare. She knew what he did and i told her what face he made. How could she? No even better, how Dare she? I am wanting nothing more than to jump on her. But i can't. I shake my head and see the smug look on her face! That was it!

"Be careful next time." i hiss. My voice is full of hatred. She rolls her eyes. "Or else I'll show you how much i hate him. And that look you just gave me will only make things worse!" i yelled ready to jump on her. That little bitch! She knew about that night yet she decided to piss me off with that look! You're a birch! Leave or I'll help you out!" I screamed full of anger! Fuck her!

"We're leaving. Come on Emily." Johnna says. She looks pissed too. I know why she is. Then we all started to say our goodbyes.

That's when the door bell rang. Calm down. I told myself this several times. Then i was at the door.

Exiting huh? How do you like Emily this way? She is a main character. She has changed a lot since the last time they seen each other! So who's story do you think is true? The big date is coming up soon!!! I can't wait to see what you guys think!

Thanks,
Lilly xoxo