we are not okay • jeongcheol

Chapter 1

As Seungcheol gets the brush from the table where their face necessities are in, he excitedly crawls at the lower part of their double deck. He arranged the white sheets carefully before slowly sitting, careful not to hurt the long-haired guy's back facing him. His hands turn into a soft feather-light weight that can't hurt even an ant as he brings his hand with the brush through the guy's hair and his left hand supporting the tip of it. Ah, it feels great brushing my twin's long and soft hair. He's so careful not to hurt him because if he did, he might not allow him for the rest of his life to comb his twin's hair. That would be awful.

His twin, Jeonghan, is waiting for Seungcheol to do this every night. Brushing his hair. Seungcheol likes to comb his twin's hair before he goes to sleep. He just like the feeling of it in his hands. It sends him this deep melodramatic sensation that flows around his body everytimeJeonghan's hair touches his skin, sending him the energy and lull to sleep. They are also having a little chitchat while Cheol's doing it; talking about some random things. Cheol adores Jeonghan's hair more than anything. Actually, Jeonghan gets his hair this long for his twin because he got this weird habit of brushing it even if it was just short before. Cheol is okay with it, fully-grown, as he can brush it now more enjoyable.

It's in Seungcheol's system for the rest of his years. He remembers every time Jeonghan is in a field trip, he always gets trouble sleeping and it sends him nightmares every night until his twin comes home again. It's like Jeonghan's hair is his comfort zone.

"Hyung, school is tomorrow. Are your things prepared already? I can prepare them for you. We are college now starting tomorrow and I'm excited but feeling nervous at the same time." The long-haired guy said as he yawns. He calls Seungcheolas "Hyung" or "Cheol". Seungcheol is 40 minutes old than Jeonghan so he is referring him as his hyung. They are not identical twins though.

"Yes, Hani. I did arrange it earlier. Aigoo. Don't be nervous, I'm just blocks away, my poor baby." He stops on combing the boy's hair, putting the brush aside and grabs the end of Jeonghan's hair. His hair feels so good in his fingers. He bring some of his hair at the back of his ear.

Jeonghan faced him pouting. "But Hyung, new schoolmates and teachers. I'm really nervous." Seungcheol could tell that his twin is indeed really nervous about it. He gave him a fluffy smile, showing his deep dimples as he hug him tightly with his left hand in Jeonghan's hair.

"Everything will be fine. I'm here." He whispers. It sent down shivers down Jeonghan's spine and it extremely soothes him comfortably, forgetting all the fear and nervousness he felt just a moment ago. It's his twin's magic. He can wash all his negative feelings away immediately like a water when you take a bath, it can wash away the dirt in your body quickly.

Seungcheol kisses sleepy Jeonghan's forehead a goodnight and leaves the lower part of the deck to put aside the brush in the table. He turned off the lights and he knew Hani's already ready to sleep because he heard his comforter. Now it is completely dark and he can barely see Hani's silhouette from the dark. He quickly climbed the upper deck.

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It's the day and Jeonghan woke up by his alarm. He still feel groggy and not ready for the world. His hair is messy as a bird's nest but he doesn't care and instead, went straight to the restroom to prepare for school. He already prepared their school uniforms last night anyway.

While, Seungcheol already in his uniform, on the other hand, prepares their breakfast since their mother is in a business trip and probably wouldn't be back until next week. He just cooked two eggs and sausages since he can't really manage to cook at all. The boy grabs two glasses then went to the refrigerator to pour some milk. As Seungcheol puts the glasses in the dining table, footsteps came down rushing.

"Good morning, Hyung! What do we have here?" Jeonghan quickly sat down in his usual spot and started to put food in his plate.

"Good morning, Hani. How is your sleep?" They continued talking until they finished eating and Cheol washing the dishes. He spoils his twin. He loves him very much and they are so close to each other since they were kids. He want to spoil him as much as possible.

They grab their bags and Cheol wears his coat along with his snapback. He switched off the lights. He made Jeonghan go first before him so he could lock the door and right after, he immediately catches up with the long-haired guy.

It's their first day and the twins went into their classes. The school is wide and beautiful. You can tell it is exclusive and the students are fancy. There is a fountain in the center of it while the grass in the grassy part is well-take cared. However, Seungcheol couldn't let go of Jeonghan but he has to. He's worried for some reasons. He is taking Mechanical Engineering while Jeonghan takes Architecture. Only few blocks away.

On the other side, Jeonghan felt uneasy when it's their breaktime. He grabs his lunchbox that Cheol prepared for him and walks down the stairs from their classroom. He headed straight in the cafeteria, hoping there is still a spot for him to sit. The cafeteria is nice, it is very huge and clean. But ever since, he's not fan of eating cafeteria foods so Cheol makes him a lunch everyday. Oh, how he loves his hyung.

Just as he found his seat, he looks around feeling really really bothered. As he scanned everything, he excitedly opens his lunchbox-

"Hi there!" a thin arm is in his shoulder and as a response, he automatically back away.

"What the actual- W-who are you?" He saw a girl leaning to him so close with a long eyelashes, not-so-pointy nose but it fits her, and a dark blue hair.

"I'm Levi, you are?" He felt uneasy and is so unsure to even bother give his name. The girl gets closer.

"Jeonghan."

"You are with Seungcheol, right? I saw you this morning!" She said while giggling and acting like a kid who got her candy. Gosh, she looks pathetic! Why does she care anyway?

"How'd you know him?" He felt like he raced his eyebrow high and the girl looked intimidated. She can't believe that this long-haired guy is a sass.

"He's my classmate. Listen, I know you know him. To be honest? He is my type. I like him. Can you please talk to him and say he should date me-

"Jeonghan-ah" She was cut off by the voice she adores most. They both freeze and can't move. Jeonghan felt cold and shivers started to run down his spine. After how many seconds, he finally went to look at his twin.

"Coming!" Jeonghan immediately closed his lunchbox again and stands up while leaving an 'excuse me' to the girl who still can't take her eyes away from Seungcheol.

Bothered from what the girl said, Jeonghan's hair got brushed by Seungcheol's soft fingers as he went to his side.

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Hi! So how is my first chapter? I'm sorry to disappoint yall if ever im just a trying hard author here lol :((