Secret loving

Chapter 1

🔝Alex and Cayden🔝
Alex' pov
I was currently was walking home with one of my friends Anna, we stopped by Starbucks for a quick coffee.
My mind was all over the place, I mean school was a pain in the bum, bands, work and Cayden.
Cayden is my Bestfriend, he is my ride or die, you could say I have feelings for him, I mean come on he's cute, funny, handsome, he is everything you'd want in a guy, but it's hard when he is your Bestfriend.

"Alex, did you hear what I just said?"Anna says waving her had In front of my face, "uh yeah, sorry I have to go I have a lot of work to do for tomorrow, I'll see you later yeah!" I say, I quickly run down the road to escape from the awkward explanation, I just couldn't bear it, I needed to speak to him and it has to be done now!
Since I haven't seen Cay all day since he is under the weather and when ever he says under the weather it's consists of him either going shopping or just laying in bed playing video games.

Since we live a few houses away from each other, I dump my things at home before I head to his, no one was home yet, supposedly mum is still at work and jack is out with his friends or something, I went over to Cay' and knocked on the door, it wasn't long before he opened the door.
I hug him, he was shirtless his six pack visible and his v line lets not even talk about, he hugged me back straight away , whispering an "I missed ya" I smiled hugging him a little tighter than before.
"You left me today! What's your excuse today mr under the weather", I say making my way up to his room.

"Oh just this trip we were going to some stupid museum,I wasn't exactly in the mood to go anyway, sorry I left you though!" He said grabbing my hand.
It's alright, I said with a smile on my face.
It was like 7pm when mum called me, I told her if I would stay over cay' tonight since it was a day away from Friday and Friday is me and Cay' hangout day, I mean everyday was hangout day but Friday was the special kinda day.
Me and cay orderd 2 huge pizzas and a bottle of Coke with some sides.

It was getting late but we decided to go on a midnight walk, we were pretty bored of staying inside. We walked through the little kids playground, this was our place , it brought a lot of memories every time I came here, I remember when I fell over and Cay sat with me and told me not to cry because it would be alright and he'd care for my little graze on my knee until it got better.
We walked and talked all out the silly things and the funny things and future plans, we plan on going to Disneyland together, we are big kids but have a mind of little kids.

We reached a shop, "wanna buy ice cream?" We said at the same time, we looked at each other and had the biggest smile ever, "RACE YA!" He shouted already entering the store in search of the ice cream. I chase after him sliding through the aisle, until I reach the ice cream part, I grab the the bubble gum and vanilla flavoured tubs, I look around and see no one, Cay? I shout, looking around, I walk down 2 different aisles.
I walk to the self checkout not knowing where cal was. I was about to put the money into the the machine when I felt two strong arms go around my waist and lifting me up, I squeal and burst out laughing, "Cayden what the fuck!" I say through a fit of laughter.

It's like 2 am now, me and Cayden are laying in bed, it didn't make anything awkward because we did this since myoung.
"Your going to be here when ever right?"i say.
"Yeah, what makes you say that?"he looks at me.
I look at him and smile.
"It's just stupid 2am thoughts" I whisper looking at him with the little light beside him to see his cute features.
"Night Cay" I whisper
"Nighty Angel" he whispers back kissing the top of my head.
⬇️note⬇️
First update yass🎉 I'm going to update regularly hopefully, I'll update tomorrow! Hope you like this first chapter I enjoyed writing it thanks AniaZyrek  for the name suggestions 😂
Bye xx