Every smile is an illusion,
A cover for my frustration.
That everyday I go to hell,
Comes home that everything went well.
Everyday I get mocked,
My happiness is blocked
And made into a clown
Feeling I was a cast down.
I'm not the kid you used to know, Everyday more of me dies.
But I try to not let it show.
Trying to hold my cries.
Dreaming of my own death,
Are happy delusion.
Now counting my last breath
I found the solution.
I'm having my farewell
Sorry Mom, Dad but I have to go.
