Dear Diary, I bury my soul within your line...
So hear we are today, standing in the centre of our favourite place in the world; under the pouring rain, with my hand in yours and yours in mine. This is exactly how we started, it's almost perfect; just like the day we said our 'I do's. Nothing will ever compare to the love we'll always share; but today, today is different. Not even my diamond rock from Tiffany's can withdraw the attention from the stream of pain and sorrow glistering in our eyes. My heart aches like thorns and needles pricking the centre of my world and my world is you. I never knew it could feel like this, it pains me to see you like this, to see us like this…You know, the rain used to be our favourite thing, I loved it so much because it reminded me of your smile. When you smile, the rain pours on an octave that only you can make me reach. It was our thing, we had many things, but this is by far the worst. I don't know how to tell my heart the truth; who am I kidding, I don't know how to tell myself the truth. but we've reached the point in our lives where we can finally call ourselves grown ups. So heres the note to my book, to remind me that it will be okay. So don't worry, I will get there one day too. I just wished it was with you. I wish, I saw the light with you.