Honesty (Supernatural)

4-C

"Oh Heaven." I said while crying. She looked at me and smiled reaching her arms out to me.

"I thought she was dead." Dean grumbled as I took my baby girl from him. Her and I hugged each other as the boys spoke.

"I found her in heaven. They said since her name is Heaven they want you to have her back." He said looking down at my daughter. The daughter I though I lost. But making me think of my husband and son just kills.

"What about my husband and son." I said not letting go of Heaven.

"There up there. He told me to tell you to move on. He will always love you but you have a daughter and you need to move on." Cas said holding my shoulder. I looked at him. And for the first time, I felt something like I did with my husband. His blue eyes reminded me of him. The way he cares for my brothers.

"Can I hold her?" Sam asked softly. Starring at Heaven and smiling handing her off to Sam.

"Hold her neck so you don't hurt her." I smiled them thinking of how much I actually missed them.
"I don't want her to be in this hunting shit." I coughed. Running my slim fingers through my blonde hair. It sorta resembles my mother's.

"What're you gunna do to her!?" Dean said starring me down.

"Nothing. I'm just telling you." I shrugged watching as Sam and Heaven smiled and laughed together.

"She's quite the lover." Sam said.

"Just like her father." I frowned thinking of Jax. It honestly broke my heart to shreds thinking of him and how I'll never be able to stare into his gourgess blue eyes.
"He's gone though." I whispered sitting down still trying to take everything in.

"Jupiter." Dean asked sitting next to me.
"I promise it'll get better." He said running my shoulder with his thumb.

"You don't know that." I whispered hugging my knees.

"Yes. But I do." Cas said budding into the conversation.

"Of course you do." I rolled my eyes shaking my head.
"I'm going on a walk with Heaven. I'll be back later." I got up and grabbed Heaven from Sam and got a jacket on and rapping it around us.

"You can't go alone." Dean instructed standing infront of the door now.

"Of course I can." I snickered leaving the bunker.
"Just leave me alone." I walked out and somewhere. Into the woods and by a pond. Not really caring where I go. Just I want alone time.

"Hello darlin'." Someone had said from behind me.

"Who goes there!" I yelled taking out a knife.

"Well no need to yell. It's just me." He said coming from the shadows.
"Crowley." He smirked walking beside me.

"Who?" I asked stepping back.

"No need for questions. If you want to see your husband again, we can make a deal " he smiled. But now, I know that deal was stupid.