Dear Papa,
Pa, it's been 8 years.
But the pain you inflicted in me when you left us still feels fresh.
I dreamed of you last night. So far, that's the most wonderful dream I have ever dreamed.
Because there, I was able to tell you how much I love you, and you even tell me that you love me too.
Pa, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that I didn't told you how much I love you when you were still with us. I'm sorry for that one time when I was a child that I wish you ill because I was so mad and embarrassed because you scolded me in front of my cousins.
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter.
I'm sorry for what I have done in my past that I know you wouldn't be proud of. That if you're still here, I know you'll be very disappointed.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Before you left us you told me things.
That I should have take care of Mama and my siblings but I feel that I am not achieving anything and for that, I'm sorry.
But despite all my shortcomings, I want you to know that I love you so much. That if I am given a chance, I will give my life if it's what it takes to bring you back.
Love,
Your daughter
