Can't Sleep Love

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Aphmau's P.O.V
I nuzzle my head into my pillow, I play the radio, go get a cup of water or Chamomile Tea...nothing works.
I can't sleep, I'm completely awake 24/7. It's about 4:30 in the morning, still can't catch sleep. When I close my eyes, nothing happens, my eyes hurt from trying. I try to wake up Katelyn, but she knocked me square in the face. I....guess I miss him to much.
Garroth.....
That name. The name that now breaks my heart each time I hear it. The first guard I ever had. Th-The man who saved me from near death from falling off a 20 story tree.
The guy who I let have my first kiss.
My eyes start to cloud with tears, why do I have to think of him so much?!
His voice echoed through my thoughts, saying stuff like:
"Aphmau! Wait! Come back...."
"Lord Aphmau.......I love you."
"Go be with someone who deserves you."
"If this is a dream....then...I'm going to take my chance to do this."
The memories of him and I made the tears flood from my eyes and down my cheeks to my neck.
He wouldn't want me to cry...
Even after that thought, it didn't help. Nothing probably did. A sharp pain raged at my heart. "GAH! Ouch!" I say quietly in pain. I pull the blankets over me, and try to sleep.

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