The BEST is....

Chapter 9

Harry 's face gets down when he heard my advice.

         "I love her? I don't really know. Maybe I loved. Yes you're right. Nothing can't change the past not even God ,"he says apologising.

           He seems torn.

As we're talking about these stuffs,  some raindrops fall onto our faces.

"I'm going now.night Harry" I say.

           The rain is falling more heavily. As Harry find out our camp is quite far, he takes this chance and says

"You'll catch cold. Don't be stubborn. Come along with me. My car is much closer than your camp. And you can wake me up during my nightmare. ok?"

 

"But, but...." before I can say anything further,I can feel his hands on my shoulders pulling closer to him. At the same time he covers my body from raindrops with his black coat. I like the way he pushes me to his car.

His car is neither big nor small.He opens tha door and let me in.

I can't contain my fire inside my chest as I think of being with a guy in his car all night. And this guy is also the one whom I have my crush on.

The rain looks like it'll never end. The water pours onto the car's roof , spraying its drops on the windowpane.

"Aye you okay?" his voice makes me excited really. It's irresistible.

"Hmm yea..." I don't finish my sentence. I am sneezing. Where's my resistance?

"I don't think so. C' mon.Here." he says , putting his dry coat on my cold and shaking body.

When his fingers touch my skin, an unknown feelings swimming in my bloodstream. I never feel like this before.

My boyfriend always held me in his arms but no special feeling ever happened on my mind.Strange! Fabulous!  Unbelievable! I can't find words to suit this touch.

              Now I'm figuring out what it is and Harry's sleeping already. I'm such an idiot.

              Stop thinking about him. I remind myself. I eventually fall asleep.Night Harry.Sweet dreams.

               "No no no.....I don't mean it" Harry moans. It's about 2. The rain doesn't stop yet.

                Because of his voice, I open my eyes. I realise it starts again.

I put my palm on his back and wake him up. "Harry, Harry, wake up just wake up. Come on."

                   He doesn't wake up. But immediately, he grabs my hand and put it on his chest. I can feel his rapid heartbeat under his warm skin.

                 He murmurs something but his voice is not clear enough.His eyes are wet. The liquid is streaming down from his eyes and spread over his beautiful face.

My hand move to his face coming to dry his tears.

               I wipe them all.I feel really sorry for him. Pity Harry.

A few minutes later, he's got his calmness back and falls deeply in his sleep once again.

He looks so gorgeous especially when he is asleep. His beautiful curls hangs on his pure forehead. His lips are so red matched with his brown hair. He was the one that I loved from the start. I was crazy in love with him when I was 14. I haven't met Pyae Phyoe yet.

Yes.I loved him so much. I can remember all what I feel ed. I really fell for him so far.

I don't know how it feels now. But I can't hide my nerves running back and forth along my chest. Maybe I still love him. But it can't change anything.

           I'm not single anymore. I can't imagine him beside me this way. Cause I've got one. One more point why I can't be with him is because of others' sight and my sincerity on my boyfriend.

         Feeling the glow of sunshine on my bare cheek, my eyes open up and search for Harry. He's still holding my hands buried in his chest. His skin is warm and even sweaty. He really needs someone in his life. Yes he has his mum. I know how much he loves his family although his sister stays so far from here, in another country.   He's a family guy.

          He suddenly opens his eyes and his eyes catch mine staring at him. His lips forms a smirk.

        

           "Why are you staring at me this long?I can feel them." Harry murmurs with jerking eyes. I smile back at him saying nothing because he said the truth.

           

            When we get out of his car, there is no one outside luckily. I immediately say good bye to Harry. And I join Yuri in the camp meeting.

   "Where have you been last night?" Yu says with a frown.

"I don't want to lie you. Well, last night, I slept in Harry's car as the result of heavy rain as you know." I don't want her to think I fell for him.

(Hey guys, this fan fiction is gonna be stopped for a period ,which I don't know how long. I'm sorry for not writing this constantly. But instead I'm gonna want you to taste a new one which was quite the same as my experience. The real one. a few days ago. Recent event. Now what I'm feeling which is getting sheer worse and worse. It won't take long. Cuz it's just 3 months . but I feel so bad. Think I love him