Im Not Alice!!

wonderland

cushion's felt under me...

Only white...
No colour at all
only white...
I can hear my breathing and a voice
What is wonderland?
......
Belle!! Answer me!
Help me
what's happening?
Everyone is gone
Where is wonderland?
gone...
Where are you now?
a world of horror
Tell me about it
darkness...death....its all gone
forget wonderland
I can't
Why?
It's destroyed its to far gone to forget
Are you alone?
no..I'm with the rabbit...
what are you-
NO! WHAT'S WRONG?! W-WHY ARE YOU BLEEDING?!
belle calm-
NOOOO!!! DON'T DIE!
BELLE!!
he's gone...
Wonderland
Red queen
White queen
Mad hatter
The hare
Cheshire cat
The white rabbit
I could now only hear my sobs and cries for help
It went dark again...
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.
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I woke up feeling the comfort of a bed tears running down my eyes..
More memory's...
Wonderland will be gone soon..
And It's already crashing down...
this place is the only way to get rid of the torture of reality
I think... I'm just as mad as Alice...maybe even worse!
I got out the bed seeing I was in the red queens guest room
So much red and black
So many vines
So many roses
I looked into the mirror to see I'm crying but smiling madly, wonderland destroyed, blood covered my face and cloths I quickly looked away.
I heard banging from the glass I looked back to see me as a 8 year old crying and screaming
"I'M NOT CRAZY! HELP ME! GET ME OUT OF HERE!!"
I put my hand on the mirror and I suddenly fell in
the air brushing on my face my hair going crazy blowing up.
clocks, books, beds, mirrors you name it was flying past me I was falling and in an echo was
"If I had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense"
I've never heard this voice before
"Nothing will be what it is because everything will be what it isn't"
Wait I know that verse!
It was ALICE!
I hit the ground and saw a pill and a wine bottle...I've seen this before
I heard footsteps there I was a 8 year old me walking up to it
"I'm coming wonderland...I'll soon be free"
I noticed I was in my room and banging on the door its all coming back...
I took the pill and chugged the bottle down then collapsed on the floor
me: first time I went to wonderland
I floor beneath me broke and I fell and landed on a black and white path in the sky
I looked down and noticed I was shorter and I yelped I noticed my much younger voice...
me: I'm here wonderland!
I ran through the flower themed barrier and light flashed in my eyes blinding me
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.
.
"BELLE WAKE UP!"
And with that i slowly did I sat up holding my head there I saw the red queen and roger hovering over me
Looking like how they use to worried.
Queen: you scared us! We thought you would never awake!
I noticed I was still on the balcony I must of fainted
White: you fainted when you seemed scared out of your mind! Are you alright?
I nodded and stood up I walked away to get out the palace I don't know why but once I got out I started to run I couldn't stop I ran and ran until I found myself at the white castle I quickly rushed in and looked for the white queen
{Time skip}
I've explained what happened and she took me to her secret study
Diamond: I see i know who can help
Me: you do?
she nodded
Diamond: he's having a tea party right now so go on
she pushed me out gently
Well I guess my adventure starts now.