i'm Dangerous

chapter 20:its good to be yours

Amal's outfit on the side ---->

A\N short chapter:\

Amal's POV
being Shawn's girlfriend is like being  in heaven.
He is super sweet and caring and I couldn't ask for someone better than  him.
But the thing that that kills my joy is that it's all fake...

I wish I can be with him . I don't want to pretend anymore. Its been like three weeks of acting that we are together but the weird part is we do things that couple do even outside the high school which confuse me more . But why is it so hard to reveal my feelings toward him? Dammit!

"It's the holidays!"Shawn said linking his fingers  with mine.

"Finally I'm so tired! "I whined making him chuckle.

"At least your work paid off you have an A+ in every freaking subject! "he  exclaimed with wide eyes.

"But you have good marks too! "I said cheerfully squeezing his hand .

He smiled softly and pecked my lips. I blushed and rested my head on his shoulder.
This moment is perfect..

"Hey Amal? "Shawn began nervously and I gazed at him curiously

"Yeah? "

"Can I ask you a question ?"

"go ahead "

"Ummm...I...I..do you want to go to the festival with me? "He asked  after a long moment of him stuttering

"Yeah sounds fun  "I wasn't sure if that was the real thing that  he wants to ask me but I'm not complaining about it.

"Good"he smiled kissing my forehead

"Its good to be yours" I whispered only for me to hear it

Shawn's POV
damn I was so close to ask her to be my girlfriend but no I'm too afraid to do it
what a pussy my brain mocked

I swear if my brain was a person I'd punch the hell out of him

But I still have time to tell her... just maybe not today.

But if I don't tell her soon enough maybe someone would steal her from me.

Just the idea of some guy touching and kissing her makes me want to rip his head off.

She is mine.

I know that I'm over possessive but I just can't let her go . I can't think of one good reason to not fall for her.

She's so funny and nice and really gorgeous.

Damn I'm whipped.

Suddenly I heard her mutter "it's good to be yours "

I.couldn't.stop.my.smile.from.growing
My heart melted at her words.
I think she might say yes if I asked her to be my girlfriend but the fear of rejection is killing me.

God this is so hard!

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"I'm not getting in that death trap! "I exclaimed pointing at the roller coaster.

I can't die like this!I have so much to live for.

"Oh come on pwease! "She pouted and I fought the urge to pinch her cheeks.

No! don't fall for it Shawn..

I diverted my eyes from hers  refusing to do eye contact with her.

She whimpered and I looked at her.

Bad idea.

She gave me her puppy dog eyes And to be honest she was cute as fuck .

"Fine! "I glared at her but she grinned and kissed my cheeks dragging me to my worst nightmares

"I'm so dead "I muttered to myself

"Oh don't be over dramatic! "

It started to move and I was sure that I am going to shit my pants in any moment...

The whole ride consisted of me screaming for mercy while Amal was laughing her ass off.

"That was great right? "She exclaimed cheerfully

"No it wasn't !"I hissed

"Don't deny it Shawn " she poked my side and I chuckled slinging my arm around her waist. 

I can't be any happier. This is perfect and soon enough I'm going to ask her.

Suddenly there was a gunshot.

I flinched horrified. There was tons of blood cunning screams.  I snapped my head toward the last place I saw Amal  and she was no where to be found.

FUCK.

Amal's POV
They are here. Shit is about to get real I grabbed my gun and tried to search for them.

I can't believe that he sent me another goddamn group of assholes to kill me. He just doesn't know when to give up....poor guy.

I saw two men aiming a gun at me but I shot Them before they even pull the trigger. God they were so slow . I heard another gun shot and I felt something burning my arm.

Dammit !I was shot!

I hissed placing my hand on the wound. Oh this fucker is dead.

I caught him running away. I pulled the trigger and shot him on the head he stumbled and fell on the ground drowning in his own blood. bull's eye

I winced when the pain got unbearable in my arm but thank God that the place is safe after I killed those poor excuse if men.

I started feeling dizzy and light headed.
I fell on the ground with a 'thud' and my vision started to get blurry.
"AMAL!"was the last thing I heard before fainting
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