The Life Of A Stripper

chapter 14- Rebound ?

Erin P.O.V

We pulled up to Morgan's house and she looked stressed

"I'm sorry , but I refuse to let anyone disrespect my mother , even tho she wasn't there for me" I stated firmly

"I totally understand, but eventually you're going to have to talk to your mom. You got too much anger pinned up towards her" She said as she smiled small at me

"I know" I mumbled not wanting to talk about it anymore

"Who the hell is here" I heard her mumble as we got out the car and begin walking to the door

I stopped and turned to her "You strapped" I questioned

"What the hell ?" She whispered shouted

"Don't worry I am" I said

"Why ? I'm calling Shawn" She whisper shouted again

"You to old" I laughed "My daddy taught me some things" I said opening the doors looking around

"Somebody in there?" She questioned standing by the door

"No , get yo scary ass in here" I said chuckling slightly

"My stomach tingling" She said slowly walking in

"Hell nah" I said trying to laugh quietly

"Forreal , let's just check the house" She grabbing the umbrella out the closet

"Forreal ?" I questioned

"Its just about safety not who got guns , what if you run out of bullets ? Then I'm gone have to save yo ass with this pussy ass umbrella huh ?" She ranted walking to her bedroom but then stopped

I walked up to see what it was since she only had a umbrella

"What the hell" I said when I heard moaning

I looked over to see Morgan kicking open the door

"What the fuck" She screamed when the girl ran around picking up her clothes

"Bitch" Morgan said hitting her with the umbrella

Morgan P.O.V

I felt someone snatch the umbrella out my hand and push me on my ass

"She pregnant" I heard Quez scream as he helped her up off the floor

"Pregnant ?" I asked as if my ears were deceiving me

I looked up at her as tears clouded my vision and pain weighed on my heart

She turned around and I noticed it was the lady that sold me my apartment

I jumped up and started punching that bitch in her face

"Let her go baby please" Quez said as he grabbed my hand that was about to hit her again

"How could you ?" I cried as more tears coated the ones already on my cheeks

"I'm sorry I didn't mean for this to happen" He said walking towards me

"NO" I screamed backing away from him

"I didn't mean to fall in love with you , I didn't mean to let you break my heart or tear me away from my family. I didn't mean to love you more than I love myself or life itself, but I did and I cant take it back just like you can't take a baby back or the fact that you cheated" I screamed with tears streaming down my face

"We can work through it" He said gently grabbing my arms

"We can't" I sighed

"You love me right?" He questioned

"Yeah , but its obvious you don't love me" I screamed as I felt tears burning the back of my eyes

"No, YOU" He screamed pointing at me "Don't walk away from people you love" He screamed in my face

"No, YOU DONT HURT PEOPLE YOU LOVE" I said throwing the vase at him an missing by an inch

"Morgan let's just go" Erin said pulling me towards the door

"I bet not EVER catch that bitch when she drop that baby" I screamed walking out

I was walking to the car when I heard Erin

"Get the fuck out my sister house bitches" She screamed then I heard her shooting her gun

I honestly didn't care at that moment I just needed to get away

I drove for hours I looked up and I was sitting on a bridge that Mega had took me to before looking over a small stream

I sat there for about two hours when I looked at my clock the time read 3:27 a.m.

I laid my head on the steering wheel and just started screaming and cry

I was banging on the steering wheel sobbing like a kid

Quez had snatch my heart out my chest and the pain was unbearable

I couldn't live knowing that she was pregnant

I grabbed the bottle of sleeping pills and sat by the water

"What you doing out here" I turned around to see Mega

"I was bored" I said sniffing afterwards

"You a bad liar" He chuckled sitting next to me

"I know" I lightly laughed

"You were gonna kill yourself over this fuck boy" Mega asked taking the pills out my hand

"You don't know how bad it feels to know I wasn't good enough for him. I gave him all of me , I gave my innocence to him. I sold my body for him, I turned my back on everyone for HIM ignored my family for HIM I loved him with everything I had in me" I said my voice raising with each word as the tears began to pour down my cheeks

"You made your bed now you gotta lay in it" He said

"Fuck you . You sound like my granny" I chuckled "You know she thinks I sold my soul to the devil cause I strip and don't go to church and put Quez above any and everyone" I said laughing bitterly after

"You deserve better" He said "I coulda gave it to you"

"I don't want better I WANT Quez" I cried "I deserve him right" I mumble sniffing

"You still stupid" He said getting up "I'm gone" He said heading to his car

"Please don't leave me here alone" I said grabbing his arm

"You made yo choice" He said looking down at me

I leaned up and kissed him deeply he kissed back and I tugged at his sweats getting them down the pulled his shirt off then he pulled mine off

He backed away after I began pulling my pants down

"What" I said trying to catch my breath after the kiss

"I can't" He said backing up

"Please I need this" I said grabbing his hand

"Why" He snapped

"Cause I need to forget about him" I said unbuckling my pants

"I'm not yo fuckin' rebound you need to get you shit together and quick" He said before he speed off leaving me there shirtless and heart broken