Wow...... what a night that was. I can't believe I got wasted. This never really happen to me. Wait a second... where am I? I am not in my own bed. I am not even in my room. Maybe I hooked up with some random girl from the party last night. Yeah that's probably all that happened last night. I look to the left of my body and there was a mysterious human just there. Except this was not a normal human... no my guy was dead. What the fuck? What is a dead guy doing next to me? I have to be dreaming right? No, this is probably some part of a sick joke. I am honestly trying to figure this out. I am just thinking about everything that happened last night. Bro., I am so lost. I am confused and I am starting to get depressed. Well..... I am scarred for the rest of my life due to the fact that there is a dead guy just chilling next to me like it is nothing. First of all, where did he come from because I seriously do not remember him. He was not at the party last night I tell you that much. I am seriously praying to God right now. Maybe he c
To rid myself to figure it all out
I was lost and confused and highly depressed
I ruined myself to say I was..
Scarred for the rest of my life
I prayed to Allah that I can understand what I saw
I saw nothing but dead bodies
Thousands of dead bodies surrounding me
Some blood was drained and some was left there dry
I was confused
Where am I?
I asked myself did I kill these people?
To save my own damn soul
Or was it the devil sending me messages to end it all
I saw blood on my arms
My hands and my body
I got so sick
I ran to the nearest spot and threw up
I asked myself this question again
Did I kill all these people?
To save my soul
I looked north for the Lord's answer
But all I can see was the devil
Laughing, watching me as I suffer and burn myself to the ground
Watching every painful and depressed moment
I made and left
And so I wanted to see if it was a dream
I looked south of me
I still see this horrible body and it grabbed me
Why you kill me?
I was only 13 years old
I did murder those people but what was my motive?
To tell you the truth I don't know
But I will tell you this I was scarred for the rest of my life
And only to see it was just a bad dream
