You tell me its wasn't a dream
While trying to live your own reality
Terror eats me
Like trying to prevent
Eating fruits like Adam and Eve from the forbidden tree
That just isn't me
Terror for me is just anxiety
From life to faith
School then going to the mosque
Performing Salah, reading the Qur'an
But outside life is horrible
Terror
I go to sleep with these thoughts in my head
Why should I even bother
No one gives a damn
Cried and have anxiety attacks
Waking up in the middle of the night
Hoping things will get better
It doesn't because of this terror
Dragging on my shoulders and constantly in my head
I want to be able to live this life
Faithful and shared
I just don't that will happen
Will it?????
