Ynna's POV
3 years..
It has been three years since i entered into a relationship, and now I am taking another risk of falling and breaking... again.
"can you be my girlfriend?" andrew asked me, thos would be his nth time to ask me this question and i still have no answer, i am weighing the cons and pros of this relationship, too many what ifs.
"can just think about that andrew, i know you've asking me the same question for many times--i dont know but please give me sometime i really need to think"i said. I have doubts. I know i loved him already but i wanna be sure with my decisions. I dont wanna get hurt... Again. The next morning, i woke up in a very sunny sunday morning, i could hear mom started playing the music player, listening to one of our favorite songs. Every breath you take by the police, is one of the wonderful piece i heard yet. I started all my chores before i ate breakfast. Do some running 'when did you ever learn to run?' my subconcious shouts at my head i decided to ignore that. An hour pass twelve noon i started preparing for the afternoon service and also i have decided to take the risk in answering andrew. ' it's now or never! ' my subconcious reminds me. Four minutes past 3 o 'clock i arrived at the church and started to help with the sound engineers. Service went well also with the communion part of the service. 'it seems that the youth leaders will have a meeting regarding with the upcoming event' and just as i thought celine called us for a meeting with the youth and also with the congregation. The youth is planning to have a presentation and the leaders decided to let the youth lead the while ceremony except for the ordination and graduation of the theology students including andrew.
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"guys we need to sort out the rehearsals and also the outcome you want to see for the anniversary" may said. we've been rehearsing the same routine for the past 4 days and most of the youth are tired but its nit just for us but for him. "pards, are you tired?" andrew asked me it has been weeks since we dated. And i feel something weird. I dont want to conclude yet but there is really something wrong. "yes i am okay, dont worry i can handle myself" i replied i dont want to fall deeper in him so i decided to put some distance between us. By lunch time andrew approached me. "ynna we need to talk." he says then he walked out because he has to do errands for may. Why the hell he has to attend errands for she's just a bestfriend for heavens sake. Because of curiosity i followed them and since they haven't seen my new car i used it to follow them 10 minutes after they went off i started to follow them. I will thank my dad in making the windows heavily tinted, i stopped few meters away from the coffee shop where they settled.
