To This Day I Search -ON HOLD-

Escape or more dreams?

[Levi's POV]

I woke up, gasping for air and i was somewhere else. i don't remember what happened that evening, but i do remember getting out of jail and on a few ways before i stopped for a few drinks. Everything around me was shaky and i could barely see. ...i was home? Again? maybe im just dreaming...

i looked up to see someone beating Eren.. this has got to be a dream. i stood up trying to fight the guy off of him but two other people came from behind me and grabbed me, clasping me back...

"hello.. uhm you can't sleep here," a young female voice said, shaking me up from my sleep.

"huh?! S-sorry.." i stood up in a rush to get out o f the place to where i did fall asleep at.. the bar. i walked for miles and miles, i had to find him.. i had to.. it seemed like i kept going in circles, like.. i wasnt getting anywhere. The first thing i had to do.. was go to my house. i needed my gun.. I ran and ran and ran, people probably thinked that i was crazy trying to run faster than the wind but i made it to my appartment in time. i got my got and put it in the back of my pants (crazy i know) and ran to the only place i knew he had to be. Where i know he is to be. His fathers house. As soon as i got into my car and took off i speeded and lucky no cops stopped me. i stepped out of the car and carefully went into the field, trying my best to walk around to the back of the barn.

When i came up to the barn i looked, nobody was there. good, time to teach these fuckheads a lesson. I turned the corner and made every move i had in my body as stealthy as i could get it. Then i seen it. The room that they could only hide out in and keep Eren in because nobody ever goes there, and i mean ever. Ive only been in it when Eren snuck out to meet me for makeup sex. As soon as i opened the door i froze.. the worst sight i could ever see... HE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK HIMSELF ANYMORE!!! my precious babe.. all scarred up, bleeding... and HIS EYES. i growled so pissed off i have ever been in my life. i snatched out my gun, Reiner standing behind and holding him tightly. Somebody came from behind me and carefully took the gun before i turned around landing a hit to their fa---.... ERWIN?!!?! i was BEYOND enraged

"Let him go you fucking inconsiderate bitches, He didnt do anything!!" i screamed continueing to land several hits to Erwins face and body, before he controllingly grabbed ahold of me.. He snuck his hand down and squeezed my groin and i let out a yelp. I looked over to Eren who was barely in his mind right now even though he looked pissed as hell. Erwin continued to stimulate me and i growled pushing back against him.

"calm down Levi... lets play a game.. shall we?" Erwin spoke, his deep voice rattling throughout the room.

"do what you want to him and make Eren suffer," a fimilar voice said... it must be Eren's father.

Erwin then pushed all of his weight onto me and slammed me into the table. I cringed and sucked in a deep breath, Eren weakly letting out a "please no... please no!" Reiner let out a laugh and grabbed Eren by the chin and forced him to watch as Erwin took advantage of me.

Erwin reared right into me as soon as he had both of our pants down and i nearly blacked out, letting out a piercing scream trying to escape his grip. Tears flowed down my face as he thrusted more and more and i glanced at Eren, his eyes were closed and he was crying.

When Erwin finished with me and i was weak, gasping and crying, he threw me to the floor. He then got me onto my knees and held my chin to force me to stare at Eren. Eren glanced to me and we locked eyes,.. i knew how much he loved me.. he never ever had to tell me, his eyes told the whole story, even if now they were a different color, they still told the same story.

Reiner raised the gun to Eren's head, and i tried to move towards him with a shaky "no!!" but Erwin held me back. Eren glanced at me once more before everything went dark.

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Whether or not this was a dream or real stay tuned!