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Chapter 01

There I was, reading through my diary that I've had for basically my whole life. Hmm.. All these memories. Some were happy, some where not so happy... I'm going to miss this all.. But again no one likes me, they wouldn't miss me.

I was just flipping through my old diary with the cover half ripped and worn out. I flipped to a random page and smiled at my messy 12 year old handwriting. It read:

April 12, 2013

Dear diary,
today was a really bad day for me. Some bully stole my lunch money. Her name's Ashley Conners. She hates me so much! I don't know what I ever did to her though.. Also my best friend left me all alone in class to go hang out with the popular people.. I don't know, I was just really lonely today.. Anyways! Im okay though! I will stay a happy princess and I wont let anyone bother me! :) Goodnight Diary!
~Isabella Parker💙

I smiled as tears rolled down my cheek. I flipped to another page. I look at the date and I froze.

January 23, 2014

The day my dad passed away... Oh god, after that day, my life's been a living hell. Everyone heard about it and kept going: "he probably died 'cause of you!" Or "you were probably the worst child ever!" And they wouldn't care what else they said. I put up with that for 2 damn years.

"Im sick and tired of my life! I'm so done with this!! I can't take it anymore. I just wanna die already!" I yelled to myself with tears running down my face. I stood up and walked towards my closet. I took my rope and went to my fan. All of a sudden, I heard a banging on my front door downstairs.

Crap...

It was Shawn. My ex-best friend. We used to be close but then high school started and he kinda started ignoring me... I mean we did talk a couple times here and there but there's always a bunch of girls over him... it's okay though, i mean, he is the quarter back of the football team.. typical.

*bang bang bang* "OPEN UP BELLA!!!!" He yelled while banging on my door.

"What's he even doing here..?" I thought to myself.

I yell back,"GET OUT SHAWN!!! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU RIGHT NOW OR EVER AGAIN. LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

I heard a crash. What the fuck?? Okay whatever. I return back to what I was doing and walked towards my chair that was set right under my fan and the rope was hanging right under it. A tear rolled down my cheek...

Okay.. This it.

I see my life flashing before my eyes. I see many of my childhood memories. Oh look, my dad smiling at me. Oh look, my mom healthy and fit before her drug addiction problem... Oh look, Shawn and I when we were 10.. Oh look, its me in the hallways crying on the floor with a bloody nose...

I put my head in the hoop and tighten it. I squeeze my eyes shut and then..

*BAM*

My door is on the floor with this idiot standing there looking worried as hell.

"ISABELLA PARKER. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOY DOING?!?!"

Shawn...