(30) Steve Rogers

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I hate you, I love you- Gnash ft. Oliva O'Brien

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I hate you, I love you
I hate that  I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you

You were Steve's bestfriend besides Bucky. You love Steve so much but you hate that you do. You try to move on but it's nearly impossible because he has that effect on you.

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I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her.

Steve loved Peggy. Not you. You wished it was you who he wanted and needed but sadly you're never going to be like Peggy.

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All alone I watch you watch her.
Like she's the only you've ever seen.
You don't care you never did.
You don't give a damn about me.

You sit at the bar watching Steve watch her walk across the floor. You wish his face lit up watching you like he did Peggy. He doesn't care though. He never did.

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Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her.
She's the only thing you've ever seen.
How is it you never notice,
That you are slowly killing me.

You watched them dance and talk.
You sighed and paid the bar tender, you got up and left. He doesn't notice of coarse, that you're slowly dying.

The next day they found your lifeless body next to an empty pill bottle.

~ Fin ~

Was that too morbid? Probably.. but anyway. Guess what ladies and gentlemen.. this girl is back and probably not gonna go away again. Not even kidding. I promise.
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Stay safe.
Eat cake.
Use a condem.
Have fun!
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