short story frenzy

show me love...

It's a cold winter night as shayleigh was waiting for her girlfriend Nicole to come home from work.  Shayleigh was in the bathroom drawing a romantic bath and had movies picked out for Nicole to choose, Nicole walks through the door and slowly sets her briefcase down and hangs up her coat.. she explains to shayleigh that she was exhausted and just wanted to relax and shayleigh understood  and showed her the bath... that she had created Nicole glanced at the bath and started to prepare to step in the black egg shaped granite bathtub.  Shayleigh steps in front of Nicole, and Nicole begins to wash shayleigh and examine her as shayleigh tries to hide scars and cuts. Nicole was instantly angry she turns shayleigh around with her back against the faucet and said" shayleigh we've been together for almost 2 years do you mind explaining to me what the hell that is"? Shayleigh doesn't respond "shayleigh look this has been something you've been dealing with since you were 15 and I understand that but you're 21 now and you can't keep using your arm as a cutting bored, I know your going through a hard time but you're sick and you need help". About three days later Nicole had contacted my therapist and my insurance company and managed to take me to a behavioral institution for them to " treat me" I have to admit I did have an issue and I was depressed but I still didn't understand how some one I love and someone I thought loved me could dump me here and leave.  Most everyone at this institution were in my situation they were new and shy and not interested in talking to anyone about my issues.  A woman named Blair approached me and after that every thing was blank I don't remember what happened.  I awoke in a bed with my wrists and angles tied in a leather strap, nobody was in the room with me currently so I figured it was time to get help. I press the call button on my bed and nurses came immediately. They told me that i wasn't at the behavioral institution anymore that I was in a regular medical hospital because I had been raped and I was probably  going to need my home to be comfortable and get over that because it will be hard and it will take time.  Nicole was AWOL and I still knew where the key under the Matt was to our home so I entered and I found Nicole sitting in the dining room waiting for me to get home but this was not a usual greeting, she looked almost upset that I was home and safe. Nicole stood
Up and grabbed my hand gently, she took
Me upstairs to my new room which was decorated like a child's room.. it had a larger size child's bed with some pink decorative blanket set and it had bars around the bed like it was a cage, before I can ask any questions Nicole sits me down and tells me that she loves me very much and wants to continue our relationship but she wants to work on someone else right now so she gave me that room for myself.  I'll never begin to understand why in the world Nicole put me in a children's  decorated room, it's clear to me that my wife is having a mental breakdown of a sort and I don't wish to be used as a toy I want to be there for her without being her prisoner.  I put up with a lot I do a lot and I can take a lot but I can't take this she won't let me out of my room and I really want to bathe and use the restroom but she said it's not important if I keep asking she will put me in a diaper, maybe Nicole is wanting kids? I'm so over this but perhaps I'm a bit scared to appease her right now.  It's now nightfall and I plan to take a stand, I get out of the crib and head straight to the bathroom that we hardly ever use on the opposite side of the house because it's just the two of us or so I thought.  I walk into her room quietly to gather some undergarments and a shower brush and some shampoo and soap,But once I walked in I saw my wife having sex with another woman and this woman was my best friend. She really seemed to enjoy it and I am sitting there horrified that the fact that I'm enjoying this. I storm out get my suitcase pack some shit and I leave.  I drove to my mothers house to shower and use the restroom as per normal human being and Nicole is sitting there pleading me to talk to her and so I do because I'd like a very long explanation. "Shay you were in the hospital and I needed someone to make me feel like I was wanted and she does things with me that you'd never even dream of doing, I know that's not an excuse but your the one that I love now that your better I can finally tell you what we've decided to do, we're going to start a poly relationship and try to make it work. Most everyone who joins a polygamist relationship ends up not working out but I won't us to work because I love both of you" "Nicole that still doesn't explain why you locked me in a baby room!" " because I needed time to stall you" I see the way Nicole looks at her and she looks at her with love lust and desire those of which she doesn't look at me with anymore.
Hope you guys liked it a bit of a mind fuck huh? (Not sure why font changed)