Opposites [ Kounoi/Noijaku fan fiction ]

...Okay...

~koujaku's P O V~

Tonight is another restless night.... Where I toss and turn from mixed feelings and memories, where I get up in the middle up of night to smoke, wash my face then see my reflection and cry over all the horrible memories stained on my body

It's not easy being me...
Those girls think I'm perfect, when I cry every night? They don't know and I'm keeping it that way.... Noiz would tease me non stop if he found out...Aoba would ask way too often "did you sleep well?" And I'm not ready for that... I'll never be... I can only fight my own war... By myself like always....

I sit on my balcony smoking- until I hear people yelling down the street... Probably has to do with that stupid rhyme thing... I roll my eyes, put out my bud, and walk inside. I throw myself down to my bed and sigh, looking up at the sealing ..Just blankly staring..

What awaits me in this life?

Don't think that way... People love you....

But..

The person I care for more than anyone else hates me... And I hate him too... But I love him... Uuuuhhhhgg- Noiz always succeeds to annoy me- even in my thoughts! That prick...

I would say, 'I wonder if he thinks about me?' But I know for a fact that the only time he thinks of me is wanting to punch me in my stomach ....

It makes my chest hurt just thinking of him...

I turn onto my side, and try to sleep my pain away....

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I wake up with a bright sunlight shining through the windows

.... Time to start another day...

I go through my day quite easily... Cutting girls hair nicely and they aren't as aggressive today... Thank god! Cause I was not in the mood at all

I trudge down to Aobas house and knock on the door

The door opens and I smile- until I see who opened it

Noiz......

He lets out a groan when he sees me and starts to shut the door, I instinctively slap my hand on the door to stop it from shutting, I look up at him ,

"I would ask why your here but frankly I don't care about you- where's Aoba?"

"He's hanging out with clear..." He answers rather plainly

"I'm watching the house, Tae isn't here either... She's shopping I think.."

I look at him with my eyebrow twitching

I turn around without saying another word, but I get yanked back by my collar

"Ack!" I yelp as I get tugged backwards by his force

"We aren't finished talking" Noiz says calmly, but it makes me shiver anyway...

He throws me in and I instantly turn around to face him

"Hey! I was here only to see him- now I'm leaving"

"Why? Why do you want to see him??"

"Because I don't have anything better to do and he's my friend?" I say slowly, teasing him

His eyebrows furrow as he walks up to me
"Why- do you not like spending time with me?"