Routine

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Every day is the same.
Wake up, get ready, go to school.
Sit through seven hours of nonsense with the anxious feeling of getting home.
Go home, wait for your call if you talk that night, talk to you, maybe even get to talk to you and sleep next to you with only a screen separating us. Then repeat.
God why does this have to be so damn hard. I long to see you again, i long to physically hold your hands and just love you.
I know the distance has taken a trial on our relationship, but i cannot stand the thought of loosing you so that's why i try to make it work.
Honestly everyday it feels like the same, however you bring a little more excitement to my world, a little more color. This all just sucks.
I know we are young and we met online but i have never felt so in love with another human being in my life. I wish that time could hurry up so i can be with you.
Hey, theres only a year until i get my permit and then another year till I'm free to visit you.

I wonder, what if we went to the same school? Would you make the boring days seem a bit more lively?

Still it seems like every day is the same and gets a little more dull without you.

Hopefully this routine will end surely soon.

Authors note.
So this is going to be a little diary for me and im going to right in it ( mostly when i miss the person i love ) or just basically getting feelings out. So i hope you enjoy!

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