Say You Like Me [BTS ]

PART 30

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Laini POV

As we both pulled away from the kiss , I felt myself burning hot while at the corner of eyes , I can see that Taehyung is smirking . But it didn't last long before a heavy sigh escaped his mouth . Ugh , staph Taehyung .

"I'm sorry . I just cannot hold myself " he said sighing heavily .

I just can't speak out . It feels like my lips was locked . Is it because Taehyung lips did it ?

"Laini ? Are you listening ?" He said waving his hand infront of my face .

"W-what ?" Tf am I stuttering ?

"I'm saying that I'm sorry . For everything I've done to you ." He said with his sad expression .

"W-why are you're sorry ?"

"Because all this time , I never treat you right . I'm just being jerk . I bullied you . I insult you . And I hurt you . Mentally and physically . But you still manage to faced it . I envied your strength , Laini "

"This is life , Taehyung . We faced hardness . We enjoyed happiness . Sometimes I feel like falling apart after all the shit you've done . You expected me to be fine ? I'm totally broken . But I have to be strong . I can't let those twins saw my tears I've hiding . I don't want to be seen as a weak sister . So I faced it even when inside , I'm dying ." I said as a drop of tears fall .

Suddenly , a pair of arm wrapped around my body . Oh . Taehyung is hugging me .

His body was against mine and he buried his head on my shoulder .

Wait a second . Why does my shoulder becomes wet ? I'm not sweating right ? I think the AC are doing fine .

Is Taehyung ... crying ?

"H-how can you be so strong ? If I were on your shoes , I would have break apart and ends my life . I envied you . H-how can I be you ? You're still smilling even you know your life is hard . When your parents is gone . Unlike me , I'm useless . I cried over someone who wouldn't come back . I bullied someone's innocent . I even hates my father . I-I really envied you " He said sobbing hard on my shoulder .

Slowly , I patted Taehyung's back trying to calm him down .

Taehyung POV

"Want to know something ?"

"What ?" I ask still not looking up . Sorry but I can't let her see my ugly side . Just not yet .

" When I was kid , I used to fall from bicycle in front of my mother . I cried expecting her to help me get up . But she didn't . Instead , she come neared me and said 'You have to get up by yourself . You can't expect me to pick you up everytime you falled . I'm not going to live forever just to pick you up if you fall . Learn to be independence . Because life is not always easy' . That words keeps replaying in my mind . And that words make me stronger "

I start to sob again . Laini have been treated well by her parents . When I was kid , I have people who feed me , buying me things and pampered me . Hearing all those words like what Laini's mom has said is obviously an error . I was raised with money all around me .

"So Taehyung , appreciate your parents . Once they're gone , they won't come back . They won't woke up from death just to stop you from missing them , wipes your tears when you're crying over them . At that time , you won't feel the parents love anymore . They may be nagging at you for doing that and this and scolded you for not listening . But trust me , when they're gone , you won't have chance to hear all those voices . We can't predict when we die , right ? So better treat them right ." She say cracking her voice .

Laini was right . I should have been nice to my parents . But I didn't . I talked back and even hates my own dad . Am I even deserve to be called son ?

"T-thank you , Laini . For all the advises you gave . It motivates me to become stronger like you and move on with my life " I said wiping off the tears on my eyes .

"It's okay . At least you can learn " She said smilling .

*****

Half hours later , I start to feel bored while Laini is busy with her movies . Duh , I'm more good looking than that main lead but Laini still not taking her eyes off from him . #ImNotJealous

"Laini , I'm bored "

"Then , continue your crying" she said still not looking . Omg , did she just teased me ?

I think her eyes is about to come out from it socket . Aha .

"Let's play games ?" I ask trying to catch her attention .

"What games ?" She ask turning her head at me . At last . Thanks god .

"20 questions ?"

" Sounds nice . Okay . You start first " She said .

"So , what's your favorite letter ?" I start the question .

"Urm , L . Why do you hate me ?" She ask back .

"Because you resembles my sister who I accidentally killed when I was nine " I said calmly and Laini expression changed .

"What ? How did you-"

"Opps babe . It's my turn now . Me or that main lead ?" I'm praying that she'll choose me .

"Of course it's Joong Ki . He's handsome af . So , how did you killed her ?" My heart broke . And nobodies care .

"I pushed her and her head hit the corner of the table . Who do you like ?" I ask . Even I knew the answer , I still need her to admit it in front of me .

"Will it offend you if i tell ?" She ask shyly .

"Why must I ?" Because I know it's me . Aha . *flips hair*

"So who is it ?" I ask impatiently .

"Chen bolin"