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Mollie POV
I was getting angrier and angrier each second they would say something. I felt my face turning redder and redder by the second and I felt tears slip out my eyes.
"Mol? What's wrong baby? Brad asks me
"Awh What's wrong baby?! A boy mocks Brad repeating what he said and everyone laughs
"Shut up! Brad snaps back at him
"Brad she's a ugly fat cow, why would you wanna be friends with her!! Lauren says laughing
I couldn't take it, I ran out. Luckily I didn't have classes until after lunch so I have free time until then. I ran out of school.. I ran to the park where I sat on the swings for a while. Brad is probably with Lauren right now, probably having the best time with her. Tears ran down my cheeks until I had ran out. I opened my bag to find my phone, 21 missed calls from Brad and 29 messages from Brad. Does he still care? Or was Lauren right? Am I not good enough for brad? I sit and wait on the swings for a while until I heard a familiar voice calling my name
"Mol!!!! Brad shouts tears running wildly down his face.
I turned to face him.
Then turned away again.
I didn't respond.
I loved Brad.
But did he love me back?
"Mol? Why didn't you pick up my calls? Answer my texts? He said
"I...I... Brad I'm not good enough for you, go with Lauren. You deserve better than me. I say turning away from him crying again
"Mol what??? No! Your the best thing, I love you you keep me safe and i would hate to lose you. Your gorgeous and I love your personality, you have the smile what can light up a thousand lights and Your laugh is contagious! I love You Mollie and you mean everything to me. I will never ever choose anyone else over you. Brad said trying to hold back the tears threatening to escape.
"Brad...I... I I'm sorry, i love you. I say walking over to him giving him a hug and sobbing into his shoulder.
"I love you too mol" Brad says crying into my head.
"I Just thought Lauren was right, you deserve someone better then me, I'm just some girl who moved to your school who nobody hardly knows. I just FanGirl over Your band and you. I say pulling away from him
"Mol, you don't understand. I love you and as soon as I saw you i thought wow! She's beautiful, I didn't like what Lauren done to you so I decided to make sure you were okay! And since then we just clicked. Mollie I love you with all my heart. Just because I'm in a band and I'm kinda famous doesn't meant I say you can't be my girlfriend. I never wanna loose you and I hate seeing you upset and sad. Brad says looking at me
"Brad, do you actually love me? I'm just some girl who showed up at your school. You deserve someone better than me-
"Mollie! Stop I love you and I always will. You make me smile and you brighten up my dark days. When u was younger I got bullied a/n I made it up idk if he did or not.... a lot in school and I never told anyone. Then I moved to this school then I just got more bullied. I love You Mol, your a bright intelligent girl and your beautiful your strong and I will always be there for you. I need you, I want you, I love you Mol.
"I love You Too Brad"
I swing my arms around him and we hug for a while now, tears still slipping out my eyes. We walk back to school hands connected, my face was still bright red and tears still slipped down my face but Brad would notice and wipe them away. I didn't want to tell Brad about me cutting! About 2-3 years ago I started cutting and I couldn't stop, I would do it because I was getting bullied and I didn't hunk I would ever stop. I Have scars all down my waist and Down the tops of my legs. I have stopped now since I'm with Brad, The only people who know about it is my Parents and Katy and Steph. I could tell Brad yet? Or should I?
"Brad can we spend time together at lunch? I need to tell you and show you something' I said worriedly
What would he do?
We might be over.
I might loose Brad.
I never wanna loose him tho.
He loves me. And I love him—
"Yeah Sure it's lunch in about 10 minutes. Do you wanna go round the corner?
"Yes" I say a tear slipping down my eye. We walk round to a corner no one could find us at. We get round the corner and I sit down, Brad sits beside me.
"What's Wrong Mol?
"There is something I need to tell you Brad....
"What Is it? Brad asks
"Well when I got bullied I cut a lot.... And it got worse as the bulling got worse. I Tried to stop myself but I couldn't it would just keep getting worse and worse" I say tears flooding up my eyes until everything was a blurry mess.
I pull up my jumper to show Brad the bulging red Scars what was left.
"Mol, oh my god! When did this happen? Brad says shocked
"It happened about 2-3 years ago....but it started again last month. I'm really sorry Brad, I understand if you don't wanna be with me anymore.

"Mol, that doesn't stop me from loving you, look it's fine I won't go crazy it's not your fault you got bullied and cut. People do those things and that won't ever stop me from loving you. Now Your gonna make yourself ill if you don't stop crying. We are together I love you and I will always bet here for you!
"Thanks Brad, love You soo much! I say smiling. Atleast he made me smile unlike most people.
"I love You soo much too Mol" Brad says Wrapping his arms around me making me smile. His warmth was warming me up and I loved it that way. I love Him, and I'm happy we are still together because there is no-one else Like my Brad.

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