Life of a Styles | One Direction Fanfic (Slow Updates)

Chapter 5

I went upstairs to take a shower. When I walked into my bathroom I realized that I was out of shampoo and conditioner and remembered that my mom keeps extra in her bathroom under her sink. I walked to her room and as I opened the door it hit me. Just now remembering that mom is never coming home again. Memories flood through my brain and I slowly back away from her door. I start to bawl once again.

All of a sudden these new questions keep popping in my head. Where am I going to live? Who is going to take care of me? How will I get through this? By this point I am laying on the floor, huddled up in a ball. I guess Harry heard because he is now sitting beside me and he starts to run his fingers through my hair.

"I know this is hard for you, but I promise you we will get through this together. You are going to have a good day with Niall and Zayn. You need to try and keep your mind off all of this. It is all going to work out. I promise you that." He says to me to try and calm my nerves.

I sit up and look at him, "You promise? Do you know how many promises you have broken Harry? You told me that you would always be there for me, and you weren't. You told me nothing would change between us, and it did. There are many many more." I said that harsher than I meant but he deserved it. He looks as if I had wounded him. 

"I-I'm sorry Shannon, please trust me on this." He pleas.

"Last chance. Can you do me a favor tho?" I ask trying to keep the tears from coming again.

"Anything for my beautiful little sister." I roll my eyes as he says that.

"Can you go into mom's bathroom and get my shampoo and conditioner from under her sink? I can't go in there myself."

He nods his head and goes into get it. When he comes back out with it, I stand up and thank him. He pulls me in close and gives me a tight hug and whispers into my ear, "I'm so sorry, for everything. I love you."

I give him a tight squeeze and run to go get a shower.

Once I get dressed and go downstairs, Zayn and Niall are ready to leave. Liam, Louis, and Harry have already left. I tell them that i forgot my money upstairs and Niall says, "Don't worry about it."

We arrive at the mall and they immediately ask where I want to go first. I tell them that I want to go to Starbucks and they laugh and follow me. I get a Mocha Cookie Crumble Frappè. Zayn just gets water and Niall gets a cake pop. Next, I drag them into Forever 21. I get a pair of leggings, sneaker wedges, two sweaters, a few shirts, and a leather jacket. Niall offers to carry my bags and I don't oblige. He is so sweet. I never noticed how cute he was until now either.