Repeating Apologies (Austin Carlile fanfiction)

Prolouge 

Kacey's P.O.V 

I couldn't wait to see Austin this fine saturday morning i grabbed my black skinny jeans a BMTH shirt and my neon orange vans. i put my clothes on and teased my hair and put on black eye liner. i unpluged my iphone before running out the door. i rolled down my drive way on my long board and made my way across town. i stopped at the macs and picked up three monsters, and sour keys. Me, Austin and Alan loved the same snack. it didn't take me to get to Austin's house. i set my long board on his step and knocked on his door. "Oh he it's my ginger princess, is Austin here" i smiled "Yes he is and its me Kac bear" he pulled me into a hug. i laughed and pulled away  before he could lick me face i ran to Austin's game room, "GEORGE" he jumped out of his skin, i topled over laughing "you.....should... have.....seen....your.....face" i said between laughs. "that was no funny Kac Bear" "yeah your right so not funny george" i couldn't hold it any longer i burst out laughing again. "So whats up kac bear" he smiled at me i couldn't help but blush i had a crush on him and every one knew about it well except for Austin. "i'm good actually so when are we heading to Europe" i couldn't wait Alan and Austin asked me too go with them like a month ago. "We leave tomorrow but Kac..." but he was inturupted by Alan running in and pulling me out of the room. "What do you want ginger boy" i laughed inside he hated when i called him that. "Kac your mom just called and said she wants you home" i nodded and went to say good bye to Austin but Alan stopped me "i'll say bye to him for you" why was everyone acting so weird. i sighed and walked out the door i grabbed my long board and cruised all the way home. i walked inside "mom you home" i yelled but no answer, thats odd why would Alan say she wanted to talk to me when she isn't even home. What ever she probably went out to get some chips for a movie or something. i went up stairs and pulled my We Came as Romans sweat pants on and a red tank top and waited for my mom i had evertyhing pack for tomorrow. i went on tumblr and i looked at the clock, holly shit its 10:00pm i have been on here since 3:00pm. i need a life, i laughed at my self. i herd my mom unlock the door, "hey mom is that you" i started to head down stairs. "Hey sweaty how are you" i smiled at her "good and Alan said you called him, you wanted to talk to me" she then gave me a confussed look "sweaty i never called Alan" what the hell was going on i pulled out my phone and called Alan but his number didn't exist anymore, i started to get worried i called Austin's number but it said the same. "Mom i'll be right back"  i had to find out what the hell was going on, "ok but be back for 12" i nodded and pulled my black vans and grabbed my long board and went as fast as my legs could go. i picked up my long board and ran up to Austin's front door i knocked three, four, five times but no answer. My heart started to race i looked for the secret key Austin and Alan hide for me incase i needed to get inside. i pulled the door mate back and there the key was i unlocked the door and went inside. The house was pitch black dark i went and turned on the light. My heart dropped through my chest and into my stomach.

The house was empty..., they left me. Tears began to fall down my face. How could Austin and Alan leave me. i then saw blue paper on the kitchen counter i walked over to it and opened it up.

Dear Kacey,

As you can see the house is empty, we left kacey we could take you and i was trting to tell you but Alan stopped me he knew how you would react so we left with out telling you. We aren't coming back we are living with Oliver and Kellin. Please don't hate us.

-Austin+Alan

i ripped the note in half and dropped to the floor my so called best friends left me. The tears began to pour out of my eyes, how could they. i said over and over. i pulled my self up off the floor and walked up stairs to Alan's room, i opened the door and got a wiff of Alan's sent. i smiled a little and then it left me when i saw a little box on his bed and beside that another note. 

Kacey this is for you, you will always be my Kac Bear

-Ginger princess (Alan)

i opened the box and there was a heart locket, i opend the heart locket and inside was a picture of Alan and me. I put the necklace on and walked to Austin's room. i opened it and there was nothing left he left me nothing. i can't belive he left with out say goodbye. i pulled out my phone and called my mom. "Hey mom can you come get me i'm at Austin's" it hurt to even say his name allowed. "ya sure i'l be there soon" and just like that my life went from amazing to terrible in one day.

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A/N: so this is the beginning to my new story. i hope you guys like it. it took me forever to think of an idea lol. :) and the song is my fav song by of mice & men :D comment, vote and follow