The wages of love an war of Shawn

Hi , I'm shawn an this is the story of my love an war.

The wages of my love an war started because I fell in love with my best friend May , she is the most perfect girl in the world , the way she makes me feel when we are together can't be just said in words alone. I know for at least 13 years but never had the guts to tell her that I love her but there is only just one problem I have is that of her friend chris who also loves her an actually told her that he loves an they are now dating and I don't know if I should tell her that I love her or just stay her best friend. I'm not perfect or handsome like chris but I know that I can make her feel like a real princes that she is .

The only time I get to see may alone are when we are at work an that is the only time I get to tell her that I love her but I keep punking out an saying stupid things an scaring her off I just wish I could come straight out an tell her how much I love her an how much she means to me ,she is like a rose which is delicate an wonderful. She is also smart, beautiful an knows how to make the people around her laugh, she knows what the people around her like an what they don't.

May is an amazing woman I wish that I would be the lucky person who is dating her but her boyfriend chris must be the luckiest man in the world to be dating a woman like her, today is may's birthday an she turns 26 , I got her a big stuff teddy bear for her birthday saying I love you but chris must have gotten her a better gift than mine.

I've decided to give ,ay my present before chris arrived an I got a hug an kiss on the cheek, I felt like if I could tell her that I loved her but before I got the chance chris arrived an told everyone to come outside to see what he got for may an I was shocked to see that chris bought her a new bmw an she ran out screaming an giving him a big hug an kiss on hs lips, my good feeling turned into a very depressing one when I saw that, my heart pained me for a while an then I went back inside without anyone noticing that I was gone.

I went on the top of the roof of the work place an sat there for hours thinking how would I get may to fall in love with me but I couldn't think of an idea an I notice someone call my name an I looked back to see one of my co-worker appear an he came sat with me an asked me why I was so sad an I answered because I'm in love with may an I can see that she loves chris a lot but I want to be the one who she falls in love with but it seems everything I do chris has something bigger an better than mines, the worker said to I should go straight to may being confident and charming an tell her how much I love her an saod I will try to do that tomorrow.

I went home after being on the roof for just a little longer after my co-worker left an told me what to do but I was scared that she might reject me infront of all of the other workers an that I would have fainted even before I got to tell her anything but I slept on it and the following morning I decided to do it an when I walked in at work but may hadn't come to work today because she called in sick, I was sad that she wasn't at work for the day an I was totally depressed for the whole day, I didn't feel like talking to anyone but the same co-worker from yesterday came an asked me why I was sad an I told him why an he told me to cheer up because he inows that I will get anothr chance to tell her that I love her an I wanted to be her boyfriend but after a week she didn't come to work.

The following week our boss came an told then staff that may was in the hospital because of the bad sushi that shenate at a resturant an which made her sick an wasn't able to come to work, I rushed over to the hospital as soon as I could to see may on the hospital bed looking pale an weak, I held her hand an told her that I loved an she told me that she loved me too but I didn't expect her to tell me that she loved me but I asked her if she loved me as a friend or more than a friend an she said morw than a friend but she said thta we can't be together because she was dating chris an she didnt to hurt his feelings in anyway but after being in the hospital for nearly to weeks she saw nor heard anything from chris an she got worried an was thinking that chris was cheating on her.

She ask me to go to chris's house an see if he was cheating on her an when I reached at chris's house there was another girl at the house with chris I caught them by surprise at the steps to the house an chrisnasked me to keep it a secret from may for him but I said no an he started to go on his knees an begging me to keep it from may an I actually told him yes an I went back to the hospital an told her that chris wasn't cheating on her, I told a huge lie to girl I loved even though chris was cheating I kept the secret from may, the doctors came in an said that may would be able to leave the hospital by tomorrow morining an she asked me to pick her up tomorrow an isaid ok but before I left I gave her a kiss on her forehead an told her bye until tomorrow.

The next day I went to pick her up an meet her outside waitng for me , I pulled up beside her an came out to help with her bag an helped her inside the car an we drove , she noticed that I had a nervous look on my face an asked me what was wrong an I told her nothing but she kept on asking until I gave in an told her that I saw chris with another girl at his house but she didn't believe me at all ,I just felt so stupid ani saw give a little smile an she said that chris would never cheat on her.

She asked me if I was lying an if I was she would stop talking to me an I didn't want that ,so I told her no an she said ok with a little bit of anger under her voice ,I was scared that she would stop talking to me an ignore me for the rest of my life but it didn't go as I thought an she said that I should continue to follow chris around to see what he was doing an I said ok.

I dropped her off at her house an she gave me an quick peck on my lip an I blushed a little an she smiled an came out the car an asked me if I wanted to come inside and I said yes an we went inside an we started to talk a little, I whispered in her ear that I wanted to kiss her again an she laughed an said ok , I moved in to kiss her an our lips meet an I could feel fire works expoled when we kiss an it went on like that for at least an hour an she carried me into her bedroom an she pushed me on the bed an got on top of me an started to kiss me on my neck an started to give me a hickey an a grabbed her buttvan squeezed it an she sucked on my neck harder an stopped.

She started to kiss me an unbotton my shirt an take it off an I was really suprised that this was happening but I was enjoying myself an I didn't stop it , I started to take off her top an her bra an held her breast in my hands an played with them for a while an squeezed them. she started to unbuckle my pants an took them off an put her hands inside my boxers an squeezed it really hard an I let out a little moan an she asked if I liked what she was doing and I said yes then she started to move her hand up an down to get me more in the mood an I pulled down her skirt an put my hand in her pantie an rubbed it a little an slipped in my finger an fingered her an she started to moan.

She pulled out my finger an got on top of me , she started to kiss me an gradually move her lips down to my neck an continue going down. She got off of me an pulled down my boxer an took off her pantie an got on top of me an started to bounce on my penis an put my hands on her breast an I started to play with them.

She got off of me an went to lay on the bed an started to open her legs an told me to have my way with her , I got on top of her an entered into her tight vagina an started to have my way with her an I picked her up an pressed her up against the wall an went in deeper an faster ,she wrapped her arms around me an her nails dug into my back as I went deeper an faster ,she started to tell me to go in as deep as I could an as fast an hard I could , I did what she said an she let out a loud moan as I pleasured her.

I was getting near to cumming in her an I told her an she said to do it , I came inside of her an with relief I came out of her an she pushed me on the bed an gave me one ladt blow job before we fell asleeep together.