Sexting || E.D+G.D

F I F T E E N

He was kissing another girl...

Vanessa's P.O.V

I know that we are not technically "dating" but he treated me and acted like there was something, something speacial. I cant believe I actually fell in love with him, I thought he was the better twin. I guess not, he just turned out to be a fuckboy.

They didnt even realise I was standing there because they were too focused on sucking eachothers faces off. So I cleared my throat so they would notice me.
They both look up and I see that Ethan looks at me with guilt and sympathy. He should.

"Hey Eth, I came over to suprise you with food, because you told me you were "sick" , but I guess I was the one who got the suprise." I said about to cry, I told myself not to cry because obviously he was not worth to cry over. He began to say something but I already slamed the door shut, I ran to my car. I drove to my house and parked in the driveway.

I ran in to my bedroom bathroom and locked the door. I stared at my self in the mirror for a while. No wonder Ethan went with another girl, look at me im nothing.
I was furious, I smashed my mirror, pieces went every where. I looked at my hand it was bloody, I didnt care. I kept breaking things, I pushed all the things off the counter.
I was in rage mode, luckily no one was home.

I barged oit of my bathroom and in to my bedroom, I fell flat into my bed with my fave in the pillow. Thats when I let it all out, I screamed as loud as I could.

I rememmber thinking, why? Why me? Am I never good enough?
I started crying even harder. I have never in my life cried more than this, I weakily got up and went to yhe bathroom again.

I opened up the drawer which had a blade in it, I havent used in a lomg time. I slowly slid it across my wrist. It felt so good, but then again why am I doing this to myself when he was the one who cheated? I ignored that thought as I rememmbered that I was mot good enough and I kept slicing my wrist.

But cutting my wrists was not good enough to me, I ran downstairs to the kitchen and opened up the cabinet which had all types of medicine in it. I took all of it and rushed back to the bathroom. I began taking all sorts of pills and putting them in my mouth until I could not put any more in. I turned on my sink and put my mouth underneath it. Water filled my mouth and I swallowed the pills that were in my mouth.

Nothing was happening, I gripped the sides of the sink and screamed in anger.
"I JUST WANT TO DIE!"
I thought for a moment, and then I took more pills. Still nothing, I sighed and went into my bedroom and made my way to my bed.

My vission started to get blurry and I couldnt walk properly, I was tripping and breaking stuff. Then I blacked out.

But I could hear someone start to scream my name.
It was a familiar voice.
I tried to open my eyes.
I saw someone.

Ethan?

To be continued...

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Hey guys im back with another update.
Im sorry I didnt update sooner. I was on vacation and I had no wifi and inbroke my phone so fml. Im writing this on my tablet, so yeah.
Im going to get a new phone now.

What phone do you have?

Love you hoes, bye~ L