He texts the wrong person (Niall)P2

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*proof read while tired so sorry for any typos*

It had been a month since (Y/n) and I spoke, and to be honest I'm a fucking mess.
I haven't left the house, or showered, I haven't even had the fucking desire to see Lia. Honestly I didn't want anyone except (y/n). But I messed things up between us. 
I was laid out on the couch with a bottle of whiskey in hand. Getting drunk off my ass. With each swig I took from the bottle, I felt my consciousness slowly fading into a deep sleep.
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I awoke to a pounding headache, and the urge to hurl up every ounce of that whiskey. I ran to the restroom trying my best to keep  from stumbling and falling down.
As I reached the bathroom door, I began to gag falling next to the toilet.
What happened next was complete and utter agonizing pain. 
I grew weak and regretted my decisions of trying to drink away the pain.
I needed (Y/n) more than anything and I couldn't last if I couldn't hear her voice again.
I took a few deep breaths before gaining the strength to stand.
I walked over to the sink  to rinse my mouth, and cool my face with the water. I looked into the mirror, staring at my reflection. My eyes the color of red, and my skin blotchy. I was broken inside and out. I needed my baby back.
I went to lay on the couch and rang up (y/n).
The phone rang twice before I heard a click.

"Hello?"

I sat up slightly before answering.

"(Y/n), baby. Oh god I've missed your voice. I miss you so much."

She scoffed.

"Miss me? Really Niall? Ha, I guess Lia isn't all cracked up to what you thought she would be huh?"

I nodded. She was right, Lia wasn't half the woman (Y/n) was and it was stupid of me to cheat.

"Babe... I'm a mess without you. I don't even know what I saw in her. I realize I only want you. I love you so much."

I mumbled struggling to get the words out. She sighed.

"Niall... I think it's best we stay broken up."

I managed to let out a small chuckle.

"I'm serious Niall. Being single has made me feel so free and yes I was hurt for a few weeks  but I got over it and I just love this feeling of not being tied down."

Tears fell from my eyes and and my throat began to close up.

"W-What? It was one mistake baby please don't do this to me! I'm in pain I'm hurting without you! I need you!"

She huffed.

"You're hurt? Dismiss me with that bullshit Niall! You are the reason to why we broke up, your actions brought us here. If anything I'm the only one who has the right to be in pain. Where were you when I needed you huh? Oh right off with Lia! So no I will not sit here and listen to you say that you're hurt without me."

She paused before speaking  again, her voice slightly cracking.

"Because I didn't have you here with me and I got through it because I realized I don't have to be dependent on you. I am my own human and I can be independent and strong. So I'm saying it's best we stay broken up and that you stop calling me."

"Baby please.."

"I'm sorry Niall."

"Please.. You mean so mu-."

The line went dead, and I set frozen. Not knowing what to do next. My mind went blank and my body went numb. I destroyed our future.  I destroyed everything all for lust.

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Anyone going to see Melanie M, April 5th?
Teeth by The Japanese House is a great song. 
I'll be posting two more imagines soon. Hope you enjoyed!

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