Help • ED

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I walk into the sucky dainty old building  they call school and the smell of dust and torture enters my nose. God i hate this place. Everyone here is either a bitch or an asshole. Either way they are all bullies.

I make my way down the big yellow hallway filled with blue colored lockers.They really should've painted this school a different color because this ugly yellow mustard color ain't cute.

I quickly get to my locker and open it up. I begin to take out my books for my first few classes. I turn my head and I see the big crowd of football jocks head down the hallway. Thank god momma gave me a mouth with an attitude to defend myself. Thanks to that they don't really bother me that much.

"Hey baby, that ass looking fat"A jock says as he leans up against my locker.
"Shut the fuck up asshat"I say as I roll my eyes and slam my locker in his face.

I start to walk down the hallway and into the stairwell to walk up to my first class. I notice through the small window on the exit door a crowd of boys huddled around the dumpsters. I walk up closer to see who was getting thrown in this time. As the boys move around I see the Dolan twins getting thrown in.

God i wish they would stop. I wish one of those stupid jocks would realize how dumb it was what they were doing. I wish someone would stand up and defend them.

I begin to tear up just looking at the view of the boys. They were so precious and so beautiful. It hurt to know they were suffering and there was nothing I could do to stop it. If i told the people in the office such as the principal, they would do nothing and I would then be bullied. If I went to the police they would just say it was in the schools control and there was nothing they could do. Either way there was no hope in the system. I take another look as the boys throw the twins into the dumpster. My heart broke at the sight. I let out a big sigh and continue to walk up the steps.

As I enter my class, I quickly make my way to my seat and put down my bag. I relax in my chair and pull out my phone. I begin to scroll through Instagram, waiting for the teacher to begin class.

A few minutes pass by and one of the twins walked in. He quickly made his way all the way to the back of the classroom. I could smell the stink of the dumpster from where i was sitting. I mean he was sitting like 2 seats away but still. I slowly lean over trying to speak to him.
"Do you wanna borrow some of my perfume?"I whisper to him.
He slowly turns his head towards me.
"Is it really that bad?"He asks.
"I meaaaan..."I say, slightly pulling out my perfume bottle out of my bag. He begins to stick his hand out, waiting for me to hand it to him. I quickly do and he begins to lightly spray himself. After a few moments, he finishes and hands it back to me.
"Thank you, i forgot to pack mine this morning"He whispers to me.
"Dont worry about it"
"but now I smell like girl"
"At least you smell better than trash"I chuckle.
I quickly put my perfume bottle back in my bag and face my attention towards the teacher. I always make sure to pack my perfume and deodorant. You never know when you'll get thrown in the trashcan or get trash thrown at you. Like I said everyone here is a bully.

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A/N:
HEYYYY GUYYYYYS WHATS UPPPP!!!
So i said i was gonna start this book like 20 years ago but i never did. But now i decided to so i hope you enjoy. Btw if you havent read my other book hopeless love then you should check it out. Im re-editing it so it wont sound like such middle school writing lmao. Okay BAAI