The Bad Boy

Chapter 3: Can't resist it

3 days have passed and I have been avoiding Jason as much as I can . He tries to talk to me , but before he speaks to me I find some way to act as If I can't talk . but these last 2 days he hasn't even looked at me and I guess it's because he knows I don't want to talk to him . and I feel kinda bad , but I mean that's what I wanted , right?? I just feel like I like the fact that he wants to get my attention . But I do understand he feels like an idiot trying to just have a conversation with me when it looks like I hate him with all my guts. I just feel like hugging him and kissing him and I've only been in school for like a week and I already can't resist him. AHHH ! Maybe I should tell the teachers if I can transfer classes or if they can transfer him to another class because I can't do this anymore .
I go up to Ms Stevenson's desk and ask her if they can move me or him to another class . "Ms. Stevenson , is there any way I can transfer from your class to another?"
"no, I'm afraid not Leah . But, why do you want to move to another class?" she asks me .
"Uh-uh it's because I just don't feel comfortable with the students ."
"What students exactly?"
"..Jason McCan ." I tell her .
"Oh , that trouble maker ? haha. That's all he is , he won't hurt you ."
yeah well that was enough for me. ugh.
I ended the conversation ,"Okay . Well, never mind . Thanks Ms. Stevenson."
crap . I'm stuck with him . I guess I just have to get along with him now...
I go to the hallway and look for him. He's by his locker . I walk by him and tell him , " J-Jason .. I'm sorry . You've been trying to talk to me and I'll I've done is ignore you ."
"I've noticed , But whatever okay? I have to go to class." He replied .
" to class ? you're funny . I thought you didn't care about school ." I said.
"I still have to show up don't I ? Bye , I said ." He tells me .
"Okay, okay. Bye ..."
oh god , he was acting like a jerk but I guess I deserved it . Now either he was doing it on purpose or he's just naturally a jerk . but honestly .. it made me want him even more . Who doesn't want a bad boy ? But since he doesn't really wanna talk to me then that means I should just not try to talk to him either . wow. Back and fourth. How nice ..
For the rest of the day I just pretend like he wasn't even there . After I go home , I log on to my Facebook . I have an inbox from him..
it says,
" hey Leah . Sorry for being a complete douche today . I was just kinda upset that you weren't talking to me . But uh.. We should hang out . You seem like a cool girl ."
I didn't know what to say.
" it's fine , I deserved it . But I don't think we can hang out . I'm sorry . I have to go do my homework , see you at school ." I replied .
"uhh.. Why not ?"
" I don't know "
"Alright fine . Bye ."
*end of conversation*
great . He basically asked me out & I rejected him. I'm so confused on what to do right now .
my mom calls me to go eat .
I thought this was a good moment to ask her about what she thinks about him and if she isn't against him then maybe ill start hanging out with him.
"Mom, so do you know this guy named Jason McCan ? He's in my class."
"I've heard of him . He's that kid with an attitude that doesn't do his work but he really is smart? seriously ,why does he even go to school if he is gonna act stupid ? Some parents just don't know how to raise their kids."
well damn it . She doesn't approve him.
" yeah , him. oh , well never mind . Just wanted to know if you knew him."

I've never felt like this about anyone . And I know he likes me too , but now it's official that my mom would kill me if I dated him and I don't want to let her down. Should I risk it just to be with him ..?