----------------------FRANK'S P.O.V---------------------------
I was walking home from school in the rain. It was the first day of school and it was terrible... well its better than any other day I've had... I only got beaten up twice and got called names 10 times today... So that's a good day for my life. As I as walking I froze dead in my tracks, I saw a guy walking towards me. I knew it was a guy because he had a school uniform and it was the guys uniform. I couldn't get a could look at his face because I kept my head down. All I could think was it was the guys who beat me earlier. I cringed as I heard the footsteps coming closer.
"Hey, Frank right?" I heard him say, I didn't recognize his voice. I look up to see a boy with black hair towering over me... I'm short okay? I'm like 5 foot. ANYWAYS, he smiled at me waiting for a reply. "Oh aha, Y-yeah! I'm Frank...You can call me Frankie... Uhm.. May I ask who you are?" I said not trying to sound rude. He laughed slightly "aha, I'm Gerard. You can call me Gee. We take... well pretty much every class together!" oh my lord he is one beautiful creature! His laugh is like sex in my ears... Well maybe... Im a virgin... oh my god Frank stop, "OH! Awesome, you're the new student right? Gerard Way?" I blushed at my stupid question. "Yeah, that's me!" he smiled, I am like in a complete stage of happiness he's gorgeous oh my lord... "I should uhh probably get going aha" he laughed, "Me too" I said, we ended up heading in the same direction.. In fact we are neighbours! oh my god.
I walk into the house and walk upstairs. My mind starts filling with dreadful thoughts... No one is home. I go into the bathroom and take a look at myself in the mirror and started crying. I go to my room and go into my drawers and get one of my CD cases. I open up the case and take out my blade and place the CD back in it's place. On my way to the bathroom I grab a t-shirt and a sweater and walk back into the bathroom locking the door. I take one more look at myself seeing all the cuts and bruises, they all hurt like hell. "I deserve it... I deserve all the pain... I'm absolutely worthless..." I say to myself looking into the mirror with a disgusted look on my face. I started crying even harder. I took off my jacket and threw it on the floor. I changed my shirt into my tee. I sat on the floor back against the door. I made the first cut on my arm and a voice in my head said "You're ugly lard no one likes or wants to go near. You are so annoying! NO ONE LIKES YOU! I would beat you up even more if I could! You are so worthless! JUST KILL YOURSELF" which only made me cry harder and cut even deeper. I didn't realize how deep I had cut until I started feeling dizzy and then it all went black.
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OKAY HELLO FRIENDS SO THAT WAS CHAPTER 1... Yeah short but its like almost 5:30 AM and I'm tired and yeah.. IDK if I should continue or not.. so yeah tell me if I should aha bai
