Kisses

twelve

We still aren't sure about coming out. We have the same reasoning on not wanting to. We don't want fans getting into our relationship. Or say misha and I don't work out I don't want them blaming or taking sides. My phone buzzes as I turn the t.v on.
How's staying at the hotel? -j
Good we've been talking a lot about coming out.
That's good. If it makes any difference I think you should. -J
I want to we both want to, tbh but we just don't want the fans to get into it.
Would you be acting this way if you weren't famous or dating a girl?-J
Probably not
Then just do it. Do whatever you want. If you want to make out with misha on a date do it. You don't need to /come out/ Jens. Just act like nothing changed.-j
Yeah..
I look over at misha on the bed reading one of his new books.
"Do you wanna go get some coffee?" I ask.
"That was random?" Misha puts his book down.
"Do you wanna come out but not really?"
"What? That is the most confusing thing."
"Let's come out. But not make an announcement. We could go get coffee and kiss and walk down the street holding hands. When its bright out and please stop me because I have no idea what I'm talking about."
"You're really cute when you ramble." Misha sits up on his knees and looks at me.
"Ok." I nod awakrdly.
"Really wanna come out?" He smiles.
"Yeah. I do. I really do." I get up and walk to the edge of the bed.
"Come here." Misha pulls me in by my shirt and kisses me. "Positive?"
"Positive as a 8 month pregnant women."
"Wow you are the weirdest person ever."
"That's the best thing right?" I crawl onto of the bed pushing misha down as I kiss him.
"Mmm hmm." I slide my hand into his hip. "Question?" Misha says pulling away from my lips.
"Answer."
"Are we gonna have sex?"
"Do you want to have sex?"
"I do but I haven't shaved for a while."
"I don't care baby." I chuckle. I push my lips back to his but he pulls away and sighs. "Yes?"
"It's just. My book is so good right now."
"Okay but when you're done lets go get coffee."
"And come out?"
"And .. Come out if we're both ready."
"You should...we should.. Hmm let's go."
"Ok." I get up and slip shoes on.
"We're gonna come out."
"Yeah.. We are." I giggle.
"Let's do it."
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"What-what are you doing?" I laugh as misha draws on a napkin.
"I am drawing a comic." I pull my phone out and take a quick picture.
@mishacollins "I'm drawing a comic." What is wrong with him?

He stops and grabs his phone as it buzzes. @jensenackles I was going to give it to you. But you made fun of it so no.
@mishacollins ah baby no I want it.
I look up quickly. "I just said baby."
"You just said baby." Misha says looking at me.
"Oh my god."
"Oh my god."

@mishacollins @jensenackles baby huh.. You don't ever call me that

I laugh reading Jared's tweet.

@jpad I don't sleep with you.

"Baby!" Misha laughs.
"Hey why not dive right into it?"
"I don't know weather to kiss you or shake my head."
"I'd prefer to be kissed." Misha sits up and kisses me. "We came out."
"We did.. Is that good?"
"Yes its very because now I can go like this." I push my lips to his again harder.
"Uhm excuse me please don't make out in front of me. It's not..its not that you're gay its just its gross."
"Sorry." I laugh. "We will go." I grab both our coffees while misha grabs his napkin comic. "Back to the hotel or somewhere to make out in public?"
"Let's go back to the hotel and make out and take lots of pictures."
"Pictures of making out?" I joke. Misha sighs and shakes his head.
"Why am I dating you?"
"You love me."
"True."