Vague (A Story Of My Experiences)

The Girl

You figure it is just teenage horomones, and that you will get over her soon, but you don't. The more you see her, the more it hurts you and the more you have to keep your mouth shut. It is driving you mad, so you start to vaguely drop hints. You even made a memo about her, so if she ever just happens to go to your memo app, she would see it. One night, you spend the night at her house, and you decide to add more to the memo. When she looked at your phone, you almost scrambled to put it away. She asked what it was about and you refused to tell her, until she looked at you and asked. It was like she knew you couldn't say no to her if she looked at you. So, you hand your phone to her, and bury your head in her pillows as she reads the memo. When you look up, she finishes reading and says that it won't change anything, but it ever so slightly did. It was awkward for a few months until you two got used to it, but in the back of your mind you knew you couldn't have her, because she liked someone else.