Wrong Gilbert Twin➳TVD

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I ended the last chapter wrong so just pretend that when she went to sleep that was just a nap because in the show the first day of school in the woods there was a bonfire so forgive me please. Ignore the backpack in the picture too!

Bonfire

As I woke up from my nap I looked at my clock it said 8:00 oh crap! the bonfire starts at 8:30 I got up ran to my bathroom and I took a nice and quick shower I wonder if Matt will be here if not im probably gonna be bored out of my mind as I went into my room I picked out my outfit (Which is at the beginning) my nails were already painted red to match my outfit for tonight I polyvored my outfit and I definitely approve of it I went back in the bathroom and did my makeup I did light makeup to make it look as natural as possible soon as I finished I just curled my hair and did a half up half down hairstyle I went back in my room and grabbed my leather jacket and walked out my room and downstairs it looks like nobody's home good so that means I wont have to feel bad if I see Jer I just grabbed my car keys and walked outside I should wake up early tomorrow and get a car wash I got into my car and started it and I drove to where I couldnt drive anymore and got out and I walked into the wood I pulled my phone out and saw that it was 9:00 ok im not that late I finally arrived to the bonfire and I saw a whole bunch of kids from school getting wasted or either dancing I spotted Elena she was talking with Stefan,Caroline, and Bonnie no shocker there I walked up to them "Hey Elena, Hey Stefan" I greeted them which got me a sad look from Bonnie and Caroline and of course Elena too but Stefan just had a confused look on his face "Oh Hi! Bonnie and Caroline" I said faking a smile "Hi" they both only said thats good because I definitely didnt want to talk to them "Well Stefan and I are gonna go take a walk" I heard Elena say from behind me "Ok" we all said and they walked away and that's when Jeremy came up to me which made my smile go away "Can we talk" he said still frowning "Sure your not gonna yell at me are you" I said trying to brighten the mood "Not if you dont make me" he said and walked away into the woods so I followed him intill he finally stopped and turned around and faced me "When we're you gonna tell me about you and Tyler" he said "There is no me and Tyler" I said blankly "So what's this about you having sex with him remember when you were a virgin" he said with his voice getting louder "Yes I do remember when I was a virgin but I had sex with Tyler once which was the night our parents died and since when do I have to myself to you as far as I remember im the big sister so and we don't have parents so that means I dont have to tell you anything the only telling I have to do is when im in big sister mode and thats telling you what to do like cleaning your room or to wash the dishes Jer I dont have to do anything I dont want to and if it wasnt for you and Elena I would have been left this hell hold i've been going completely out of my mind sine mom and dad died do you know what it feels like to just want to let yourself die because you dont know what to do anymore or you would let yourself feel so low where you have no self respect anymore wait no of course you dont because your always high and your lucky that im not stoping you from doing that because if you haven't noticed Jenna is doing her best and I want to help her raise you and Elena but guess what i cant help her untill I cant help myself!" I said screaming my guts out I fell to the ground crying I don't know what's gotten into me because everything I just said I didnt mean to I heard Jeremy screaming I looked over to see what he was looking at and there it was Vicki laying down in a pool of her own blood I let out a loud squeak because she looked dead Jeremy picked her up and ran back towards the party "Help" I screamed we finally reached the party "Somebody call 911" Jeremy said as soon as he said that Stefan came over "What happened" he said "We found her laying in her own blood something attacked her!" I panicked "Did somebody call an ambulance" I asked quickly im seriously shaking I heard a distant 'Yeah' I noticed when Stefan saw her bleeding he turned his head I also saw Elena say something to him and he just nodded is head but that's when she saw me shaking and she ran over and hugged me "Are you ok" she asked me still hugging me I lightly pushed off "Yeah duh! Where would you get the idea of me not being ok im always ok I mean come on im Rosalia freaking Gilbert just make sure Jer is alright" I sat while standing back up I wiped my tears away and dusted my dress back off while Elena was looking at me confused she is so lucky that she doesn't feel like she has to be the strong sister even when mom and dad died I cried one time in front of them I only ever cry when im alone "I-I got to go Lena i'll just see you and Jer at home alright" I said she just nodded her head and turned to talk to Jeremy I turned around and walked past a crowd of people when someone grabbed my wrist and stopped me I turned around and saw that it was Stefan "Are you really ok" he asked with "No im not ok I feel like everyone around me gets hurt or either dies j-just leave me alone Stefan" I said with a cracked voice he let go of my wrist and I ran like hell back to my car when I got there I got in and pulled off not bothering to turn the radio on I just drove in silence when I got home I was the only one there I guess Jenna's still at campus I went upstairs and I took a relaxing shower I took my makeup off washed my face and I walked out I looked around my room and I just sighed I turned my light off and got into my bed as soon as I got comfortable I just laid there and closed my eyes I felt a tear slip out before I let the darkness consume me.

So how are you liking this book so far because im totally digging it lol! I sound so... corny. But I just hope you enjoy this book as much as me.