Cammie
It's 3:09 am and i really can't sleep , i Will never forgive me If i loose Shannon , i mean , she really makes me happy and man , i can't believe how stupid i am for letting this happen .
Yesterday i texted her , i can see she read my message but she didn't answered but It's ok , i really Want her to know that i love her and i care about her , a lot .
Shannon
So yeah , Cammie didn't slept with me last night , i Don't really know where she is but after all ,i hope she's ok . She Texted me but I didn't answered , I wasn't at my best in that moment , not Even now .
I Don't know What to do , I mean , i do miss her but this time is her turn to say sorry .
I'm so broken right now , i hate the idea of Cammie being with someone else , i just really can't . I'm so into her , It's crazy .
--- a week later ---
Cammie
Shannon and I haven't talked at all , this is driving me crazy , she doesn't answer my calls , she ignores me all the time and i Don't know What to do anymore .
I'm just watching her Facebook pictures , she looks so pretty In every single one of them , i miss my girl so much .
Maybe I'm An idiot but i Will text her again .
C: Hey Shan , i Want you to know that i miss you and i know I'm an idiot but plase give me a chance to explain to you What really happened . Please Shan
I did it ! I hope she replies , i Want to talk with my girl so bad .
Shannon
So , my cousins from NY are comming to visit me , i Don't really Want to go out but i think i have to , my cousins are getting with them a Friend from NY with them for her to know here , i think her name is Emma or something like that .
--- 2 hours later---
We're at starbucks , shit ! I used to be here all the time with Cam , it fucking hurts but i Don't Want them to know about all this problems .
Emma is sitting Next to me , she's cool and pretty but let's face it , she's not Camden .
I think she likes me because of the way she looks at me but I'm not interested so whatever
- so Shan , how's your love like ? My cousin asked
- haha , It's just fine
- are you in a relationship ?
- yes i am . When i said that Emma oppened her mouth and my Heart was broken
- and where is she ?
- she's at work , i said . I lied , i have no idea where she is
- well , wish you the best Shan .
- thank you , same for you .
We talked a lot , Emma asked me a lot of things , she gave me her number but no thanks .
Cammie
I'm on my way to starbucks , i need a coffee right now , i just need to think .
I'm about to enter to the starbucks i used so go with Shan , man it hurts .
When i enterd i saw her , my pretty girl was there , looking beautiful as always .
She was with a two guys and a girl , i Don't know who they are , i wish i knew who that girl is , she's to close to Shannon and she seems to be ok with that . I have to admit it , I'm really jealous .
I tried to ignore it but i really can't , i went orden my coffee and a piece of cake but Shannon and that girl were on my Mind all the time .
I think she doesn't know I'm here , she seems to be ok , she doesn't smiles but she's talking with them so i think she's Doing ok . God I feel like the worst person in this planet for letting my girl feel that way .
