The rest of Physics went by like a blur a really fuzzy blur, its like I couldn't focus because of the elevator scene; Zayn and that stupid, well not really stupid but, stupid kiss. Anyways, I did the same routine for French like I did with Analytic Geometry, English 101 and Physics , didn't pay attention the whole time because my mind was just bubbling with thoughts about the elevator scene.What would've happened if I didn't stop?
Would it have escalated?
Would have I developed further feelings?
Would we have sex in an elevator?
Or worse..
Would we have gotten caught in the middle of our expedition?
All these thoughts jumbled in my head, I felt like my whole world was spinning, I could feel my starting to self hyper-ventilate, Am I having a panic attack? I tried to take deep breaths but it wouldn't work. I started to shake uncontrollably, I don't know what happened next but I was in the bathroom splashing water on my face.
"Pull yourself together," I told myself looking in the mirror.
I splashed some more water on my face, took a towel and dabbed the water off of my face. I threw the paper towel in the trash receptacle and walked out before walking back into the class, grabbing my things, giving the professor a note, and going back to the dorms. If I stayed in class any further, I would've passed out right then and there. I have an anxiety disorder, if I think to much about something I'm about to do or something that happened, I will have a full-blown panic attack.
See why I try not to think about things?
I put in my headphones and tune in to "Wall to Wall" by Chris Brown, I make my way through the double doors of Carnegiel Hall, over to the elevator and wait. I start to move my waist a little when the chorus comes on and continue to, until a pair of hands appear on my waist, I jump at the sudden contact and turn around in an instant.
Harry.
I stop my music, pull out my headphones and just glare at him.
"Why would you ever place your hands on my waist?""Are you mad?"
"We need to talk."
The elevator dings.
"No, we don't."
We step in the elevator together.
"Yes, we do."
"No, I don't talk to liars."
"About that, I'm really sorry, I didn't want to make it seem like he was a bad guy." "It's just that-"
"That what!""You lied Harry," I replied calmly.
I'm keeping my cool so far so good, I'm trying not to have another panic attack, Thank God I didn't have one in the elevator.
"I lied because, when I first saw you I instantly liked you and when I saw you were in a dorm room Zayn. I thought you would catch feelings for him and just leave me out here in the dust." "I'm so sorry Adalai."
He walked over to me and I backed up causing me to be pushed up against a wall. He put hand behind me on the elevator wall and one on my waist. I could feel the intensity of the moment in the atmosphere rising by the moment.
"What are you doing?", I asked breathlessly. I could feel that sensation in the pit of my stomach rising by the moment.
"Proving that I like you"

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