Unfavorable life

Chapter 1- introductions

Silver's POV

Hmmmm i hate introductions in every sense in essays, interviews or even meeting someone for the first time and having that awkward conversation as you're really trying to make a good impression cause some how what people think of you is the most important part of our lives as teenagers including adults as well at this day and age. 

I'm not a so called popular teen or a nerd, and no I'm definitely by no means classifying myself as unique that word is extremely overrated and overused, i cringe every time i see someone update their twitter bio to "unique individual" individual literally means there is no one like you. gosh. so to summarize my description i'm average. yes this is going to bee an exciting journey guys hold on to your socks. 

Okay well let's get started shall we, I'm an average, healthy sixteen year old teen. I don't have a traumatic past or dark secrets. I'm just dealing with the same shit that everyone else is death, financial problems, hatred, anxiety and many more. Its really exhausting thinking of ones problems isn't it? can't our lives just be filled with rainbows and unicorns, that's a really bad example cause that will fe fucking annoying. but hopefully most of you can agree. All i want is to wake up one morning and be happy and contempt with my life but that's just an unrealistic thought.

I might be an average girl but somehow god has given me a beautiful gift. Yes i'm pretty sure i was especially chosen to be the most awkward human being in the history of mankind. i have been given the gift of awkwardness. i have came to a point in my life when I'm actually scared that i'm having a good day or that the universe is working in my favour for a split second cause hunny i  am a living disaster.

I guess it's pretty clear i don't have a love life, considering I'm awkward as hell and the only thing i attract are insects surprisingly teenage boys aren't into that shit. Who would have known?