Tokyo Teddy Bear (My version)

Lyrics

Everyone, I'm sorry for all the harm that I've caused, Blood scraped on my hands of those I love so much.

Everyone, It looks like... Like I am reaching the end. Tying up my beat up shoes- I'll reverse it all again!

My own consciousness is tearing me up alive. With a knife in my hand- I'll carve a new image!

Oh how I loved to be the one who could save others

With this knife in my hand, a target in sight, let me cut this cruel face of mine

Remember the words of God almighty and remember thy holy word

But with a unclear mind I can't be bothered to remember such things at all.

Destruction of today, ruin of tomorrow, remember I am nothing and that is all

The scrapes on my knee pour out blood, it's unfixable.

To everybody here, and you- I wish you well.

I begin to talk only to face unbreakable hell

Look at me and tell me what do you see inside? Do you see a straight face and lies?

Look at me and tell me what do you see inside? Do you see a "whiny bitch with no life"?

Ah... How I wanted to be the one to save it

But if I can't aim this needle in my chest

Then what use am I to this world?

Remember the words of God Almighty and remember thy holy word

But with a unclear mind I can't be bothered to remember such things at all.

Destruction of today, ruin of tomorrow, remember I am nothing and that is all

The scrapes on my knee are bleeding out, it's unfixable

There's nothing to see now, no- nothing to see now, I've pulled every string right out the seam

All that you can hear now, All that you'll hear now

Is my soul cutting my heart in two

So you can crumble me up

Stomp me up

Throw me in the trash to burn and die.

But remember this one word that I used to sew me up

Yes remember....

Ah shut up! All I see is a monster living inside of me. What the fuck is this? Resistance?

Now give me the endroll now

Can I ever change?

Will I stay the same?

Will my heart crumble into bits that even you can't fix?

Forgive me. Remember I am a useless piece of shit.

Everyone, Everyone here. Remember who I am.

Even if I am nothing

This story will not end yet....