Save Me From Myself

I Don't Understand

*trigger warning*
*cutting*

"You emo fag!" They exclaimed.
"Jade! I hope you die! You only cut for attention!" My bullies exclaimed.
I ran to the bathroom as quick as I could and ran to the nearest stall. I started crying and pulled out my razor blade that I kept in my purse. I pulled my feet onto the toilet and cut my arm. I watched as the blood trickled down my arm. I always had lied about being cold. Its always been a lie. I just wanted to hide my scars. I just wanted to end it so badly that no one understood. My anxiety was horrible, depression was coming back, and my eating disorder was as bad as it could ever get.
As I walked out of the Warped Tour bathroom, I accidentally ran in to a tall male with black hair. He had eyeliner on and I feel like I've seen him before. I looked up and said,"Sorry Sir." And started to walk away. He stopped me.
"Were those kids making fun of you?" He asked.
I nodded nervously. I had figured out who he was. It was Jake Pitts. I had always liked him but never thought I would meet him, especially not like this.
He noticed the blood running from my arm. "Oh shit." I thought to myself.
"Did you do all of these?" He asks about to cry.
"Ye-" I start to talk but he cuts me off.
"A beautiful young lady like you shouldn't have to ruin her arms like this." He says as a tear rolls down my cheek.
"I-I-I'm sorry.." I say as I stand there.
"Listen, I know we just met, but here's my number. I love you stay strong beautiful." He kissed my forehead and I looked at my backstage pass.

I walked towards the stage and Jake sees me. He picks me up and smiles. He says,
"So..I have a question for you."
"Yeah?" I ask
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
Did Jake just ask me this? Am I dreaming? I felt my cheeks get hot and my heart pound.
"Ye-yes." I manages to shake out.
He kisses my forehead and walked me back to the bus. I can't believe that just happened. Jake Pitts is now mine. But I don't understand why he'd love a freak like me. I am not skinny, I don't have a curvatious body, I'm not that pretty, and I'm tall for my age.
Jake and I sat in the corner and he cuddled me as I got comfy. Macy and Andy were watching Batman cuddled up on the couch.
"I love you." He says as I lay my head on his lap.
"I love you more." I giggle .