I hated myself for knowing it's not a phase.
I just wanted to be normal.
I still do.
I remember holding Ian's hand and kissing him. it felt right, but it was wrong, it's an abomination...
I keep apologising to the big guy up there. the man who created all of us.
I pray to be normal. it's not working.
I'm different.
I recite out loud my Romeo and Julio script. my phone buzzes interrupting.
*from: Paula
Ashley does it with boys!
I throw my phone down and frowned, I continued reciting. my phone buzzes again, I slowly walk to it and pick it up,
*from: Suzi
nobody likes you Ashley Curtis!
it kept buzzing
*from: Paula
hetero? gross!
*from: Leslie
you're going to hell!
*from: Helena
really? breeder? disgusting.
I threw my phone on my bed.
