A Cry Of Pain.

Why?

Infinitys POV

"Why the fuck does this always happen to me? I hate my life!! Everything in it seems to crew up from what I wear to what I eat. I'm

Fat and disgusting and I'm not worth anything. I just want to die! Why can't I die already?!"

I angrily scribble in my worn note book, while I sob. I'm in a vast green meadow with thousands of little red flowers all over the place. (Like wise to twilight) I'm screaming and crying out for help why I hold my self. All of this started after school when I happened to walk by the school bitch. Jayden.

'Flash back'

When I hear the final bell for school

Ring I smile and say a quick 'bye' to my friends before leaving math class in a rush. I was just coming off the stairs of second floor when I walk by Jayden igo's locker. I hate that girl with a passion. She is the most popular girl in school and I can't think of one vagina that has more dicks shoved into it. I laugh at my inside joke and keep walking until I hear her annoying high pitched voice.

"Wow" is all she says

"What was that?" I take a step closer.

"I said 'wow' meaning what the fuck are you wearing? Are you sure your even a girl?" She snickers and her followers laugh along.

"It's called cloths maybe you should try wearing some every now and then." I shoot back. She knows I'm talking about her being a major whore.

"At least I'm wanted by guys." She sticks her nose in the air.

"I'd rather be 'not wanted' then hold the record for school slut, three years in a row." I roll my eyes and go to turn when something splatters down the front of me.

"Oops" she says pointing to my sweat shirt. Her star bucks coffee has mysteriously flew from her hand and all over the front of me. That stupid bitch. She puts her hand over her mouth in 'utter shock'

"It was an accident really"

I can feel tears brewing on the corner of my eyes so I turn quickly and run out the front doors leaving the laughing students behind me. I hop in my car and begin to feel hot tears run down my cheeks I decide to drive to the only place that I know were I can let it all out.

'End flask back'

I look at the time, 4;30. Shit. I need to get home school ended a hour and a half ago. I wipe my tears and pick up my dirty sweat shirt and old note book while running to my car.

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I slam the door indicating that I'm home and my grandma comes out with arms crossed.

"Where were you?" She interrogates

"At Lillie's she needed help with some math problems." I avoid her stair.

"Mmhhmm." She looks me up and down and walks back to the living room.

Shit that was a close one. I walk to my room and strip to my bra and panties. I lay down and go to sleep for the rest of the night. Thinking 'why?' Before my eyes close and I enter my happiest state. Sleep.

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Sorry this was so short, these next couple chapters will just be 'filler' ones until the story starts to pick up but I promise you it will pick up. Lol please comment and vote and share what you think will happen and ideas that I could use. Also tell me if you think I need to change anything. Thanks for reading!!:)

-Jazmyn Ann