You know it's funny , they say when life gives you lemons make lemonade.
But what if they give you too many lemons ?
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I have always wondered why , how , when , where , or what time this lemon tree was going to blossem into something new , something fresh , something worth the journey to the end , and now im stuck in a more complicated state of life .
To think it is going to get better just to go right back to before .....
It's sad that every ounce of happiness I find just comes crumbling down again. I always second guess my thoughts ,and it kills me I push the most important people in my life away. The pain of yesterday haunts my today , my tomorrow , and probably till my last breath .
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